Why?

Why do we have to part while the love is still there?

Why do we have to suffer?

Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye?

Why do beginnings have an end?

Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled. In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we have to but because we have to. In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in batallion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of him. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other. I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after." Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up. It's over. She's / He's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.

Para sa mga nasaktan..

Nagpunta ako sa Creative Corner ng CandyMag.com and I was reading through their post at nabasa ko nga tong post na to.. Napaka-bitter..sobra!

Here's the copy of the post:

Kung tatanungin ako ng Diyos kung gaano kita minahal, ang isasagot ko, 10 beses na higit pa sa nararapat. Minahal kita hindi dahil pakiramdam ko lang tama, pero dahil ginusto ko yung naramdaman ko at walang kung ano pa man. Minsan mo na akong tinanong kung pinagsisisihan kong nakilala kita. Sinabi ko hindi. Ngayon na nga siguro ang araw na kinatatakutan ko. Dahil kapag tinanong mo ulit sa akin yan, alam kong oo na ang isasagot ko. Sa lahat kasi ng nangyari sa buhay ko, ikaw lang ang gusto kong burahin. Wala ng iba. Alam kong tama na tong ginagawa ko ngayon. Tama ng mawala ka sa buhay ko. Dahil alam kong wala ng pag-asa yang sinasabi mong pagkakaibigan natin. Tanga lang ako na minsan kong inisip na yun ang pinanghahawakan ko pero hindi pala. Dahil pinili mo pa rin akong saktan kahit alam mong dapat naging isa kang kaibigan. Nung mga panahong ikaw at ikaw lang ang kailangan ko, hindi man lang kita mahanap. At kahit alam kong alam mo yon, pinili mong tiisin ako. Ngayon hindi na ko umaasang nandyan ka pa, dahil simula palang nang-iwan ka na. Itinapon ko na rin ang lahat ng kasinungalingang sinabi mo na ang masakit ay pinaniwalaan ko. Nang sinabi mong importante ako sa yo at hindi mo kayang wala ako, kagaguhan lang yon. Siguro napilitan ka lang sabihin yon, o di kaya, sinadya mo para paasahin ako.Ngayon, lahat ng binitawan mong salita, wala ng halaga. Simple lang ang rason: dahil wala ka ring kwenta. Wala na rin akong pakialam kung nagustuhan mo man ako o hindi. Ang importante, nagbigay ako ng buong buo at ni minsan ay hindi humingi ng kahit anong kapalit. Kahit papano, naturuan mo akong maging matatag. Natuto na rin akong tumigil sa paghahabol at pag-iyak sa taong manhid na tulad mo. Siguro nga nasira mo na ang lahat sa akin. Ang paninindigan ko, tapang at paniniwala ko, pati ang katauhan ko, pero kaya kong ibangon ang sarili ko at mabuhay ng wala ka. Ako pa rin to. Oras at araw lang ang nagbago. Ngayon na ang huling beses na sasabihin ko ito sa yo. Ngayon na ang huling pagkakataon na iisipin kita. Lahat ng bagay na dumaan, burado na. Pati buhay ko, bago na. Ngayon na ang huling oras na mamahalin kita. Ngayon na ang tamang oras para sa lahat, para malaman mo kung gaano mo ako sinaktan. Tapos na yon lahat ngayon. Ito na ang huling araw ng paghihirap...Tama na, tapos na. Pero sa huling araw na ito, isa lang ang sigurado ako. Hindi ito ang huling araw na sinabi ko lahat to.

Pag magulo ang mundo mo, pag nag-iisa, walang naniniwala at
walang nakikinig sa'yo, lapitan mo lang ako at hindi ako magdadalawang isip
na sabihing... "Tara, samahan kita, iwan natin ang mundo.."

Realize how man and woman think, react, and feel differently..

ANG MGA BABAE TALAGA OO

(by redrope)

*grabe.

usapang lalake*

*sindi ng yosi

**hithit*

*buga*

Musta na, pare? Ako, okay lang. Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip. Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko ba. *hinga ng malalim* Bakit ba ganun pare, ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit 'sang anggulo mo tingnan, hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal. *tingin sa stars* Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano. Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e. Ang alam lang ata nila e mamili, manakit, at magsaya. Tingin mo? *tingin sa malayo* Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap.Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun, kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila. Alam kaya nila yun?Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?Tapos liligawan pa naten.Patutunayan na mahal nga sila. Susuyuin to-the-max.Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan, sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan, lahat na. Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang walang sahod.At ano ang kapalit?Well, depende sa trip nila.Oo tol, sa trip lang nila. Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila. Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip, isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha naten, kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo. Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan. Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila. Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan. Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi. "Hindi pa 'ko ready eh..","Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..","Ha? Uhhmm..nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha.." "Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?", "Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..", "Para lang kitang kapatid e..",yaddah yaddah. Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa 'yon para saten. *kuha ng bote ng beer**lagok* *lunok* At hindi lang 'yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon. Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle. Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon. Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo; tayo ang dapat magpapakabait; tayo ang magtatyaga; tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful; tayo, tayo tayo.Sila? Ummm? Teka, isipin ko. Ayun. Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet; sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts; sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano; sila ang magbabawal; sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave, kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila, kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila, at kung kelan ka korni.Ewan. Ganun ata talaga. *kuha ng bote ng beer* *lagok* *lunok* Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo angbahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon. Pag maganda, edi okay. Pag may problema, kasalanan naten. Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo. Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun. *hinga ng malalim* Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila. Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e. Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso. At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan. Mas mature. Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa. Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal. *hinga ng malalim* *tingin sa malayo ulit* At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap. *singhot* Ang ending ng relasyon. Sa mga panahong 'to, either sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip, may nahanap na silang better saten, o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna.Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod. At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don?Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten. Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan.Na playboy.Na nagpapaiyak. *iiling* Tayo siyempre ang mgaantagonist at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.Ang ending: mag-ooffer sila ng "friendship" kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan, lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila, sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, "player" na ang image naten, at higit sa lahat, mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay. Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog. Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake. Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere. Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no? Ako, kamusta? Eto.Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok-lagok ng alak. Ang mga babae talaga, oo.

ANG MGA LALAKE TALAGA, OO(tugon kay redrope)

by xristel

Ano ba itong si redrope? Kaming mga babae na naman ang nakita. Lalake, agrabyado. Lalake, kinakawawa. Lalake, hindi maintindihan. Hmmp, parang masyado yatang nagisa ang mga kabaro ko. Tungkol sa pagiging patas sa ngalan ng pag-ibig, kami naman ang laging talo a, hindi kayo. Kami ang laging lugi, kami ang lagging nawawalan at iniiwan. Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti, nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi. Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon. Marinig lang nila na malakas kang magsalita, palengkera ka na. T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon. Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit, kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa. Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan dapat disente, dapat mala-anghel ang mukha, dapat mukhang inosente. Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?Parang baliktad yata? Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake. Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka,para habulin ka pa lalo. Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.Hindi ka na seseryosohin. Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo, di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo. Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh. Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo, babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema. Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay. Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis. Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi. "Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo." Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun. Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa. Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya. Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando, aba, masasakal naman. Sasabihin pa sa iyo"demanding" ka.Meron ka pang maririnig na "I think we need space" at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek. Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait, maging devoted at faithful? Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin. Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa aminKapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang. Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon. Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo atmagpapakamadre nalang. Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin? Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh. Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin. Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon. Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami. Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin. Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad. Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo. Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group. Mas mataas pa nga kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity. Kayo na ang mag-math. Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo. Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan. Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?! Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo, pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin. Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita? Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap. Kapag natapos na ang lambingan, eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang. Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago, sino ba ang mayabang, sino ba ang nagmamalaki? Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice. Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo" lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan. Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan. Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek. Umiyak ka ng bato.Wa-epek. Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa. Post-break up, mahal pa ng babae si lalaki. Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano. Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila. Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naging girlfriend ka niya. Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga. Ano ba namang buhay to? Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang. Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere. In-love din kami. Ang mga lalake talaga, oo.

Source: candymag.com/teentalk

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Friday, February 11, 2005

1.HINDI PORKET KAYO NA E KAMPANTE NA KAYO NA HABANG BUHAY NA SYANG ANDYAN..

hello, kahit nga mag asawa naghihiwalay pa, mag syota pa kaya? pag nag isip na ang gf nyo na kung worth it pa kayong magkasama, lagot, you did something wrong for sure! or maybe, you DIDNT do anything at all. kaya sana, always make her feel na yung ginagawa nyo habang nanliligaw kayo eh hindi lng para mapasagot siya, kasi ang babalik balikan nya kapag nagtanong na yun eh siguradong yung panahon na i-pinadama mo sa knya na sya ang pinaka importante sa buhay mo-- meaning, yung time na hindi pa kayo. ipagpatuloy sana, kung gano mo sya kadalas i text noon, binigyan ng letters and small tokens-- hindi naman kung ANO ang binigay nyo ang mahalaga sa babae eh, kundi yung feeling ng NAAALALA mo sya. make her feel important everyday, that shes important to you..




2. GIVE HER A REASON TO TRUST YOU..

maraming lalake ang pathological liers, or magaling gumawa ng palusot.. kaya wag na wag kayong magbibigay ng pagkakataong isipin nya na hindi kayo honest sa knya.. at mraming babae ang paranoid, either dahil nag aalala sa inyo, or nag aalala na baka may ginagawa ka ng milagro! kahit papano, ipaalam nyo naman sa knya na buhay pa kayo at kung anong ngyayari sa inyo, lalo na kung hindi ka masyadong busy.. hindi naman mahirap magparamdam lalo na kung may celfone naman kyong dalwa dba?! TRUST.. meron sya sayo pero sa nkapaligid sayo, wala.. and guys remember, na ang mga girls eh may instinct yan. TANDAAN NYO, ayon sa psychology--"80% ng intuition ng girls ay totoo".. kung ang gf nyo ay may isang girl na na sorbang pinagseselosan, kahit pa anong sabi mo na KAIBIGAN mo lng yon at sayo lng sya nakakapag open up,its still not enough..kahit na anong paliwanag nyo eh hindi siya maniniwala dahil nga iba ang nafefeel nya sa gurl na yon.TAMA D BA? kung mahal mo tlga gf mo, try mo umiwas sa gurl na yon, iwas dun sa girl, iwas away din yon!



3.WAG AGAD MAGBIGAY NG EXCUSE KAPAG SINASABI NYA KUNG ANONG MALI MO..

sana kapag may pinopoint out sa inyo ang gf nyo, wag nyo agad supalpalan ng kung ano anong dahilan nyo. babae yan, malambot ang puso nyan sa inyo, pinapakinggan kyo at halos palaging sa inyo kampi yan. sana pag may nakita syang mali sayo, give her a chance to explain why she thinks of you that way. mahilig kasi mag justify mga lalake. Gusto nyo kayo lagi ang tama. either that, or kapag nakikinig nga, lalabas naman sa isang tenga. di kaya paulit ulit ng sinabi eh paulit ulit pa ring ginagawa. DAPAT PAG SINABIHAN NG MALI EH MAKINIG AT WAG NG ULITIN!



4.PAKINGGAN NYO SIYA PAG MAY SINASABI SYANG MAHALAGA O KAHIT HINDI MAHALAGA..

pero ang mahalaga, listen to her when she talks,remember the little things she tells u coz u never know when they may come in handy..




5. TELL HER LITTLE THINGS SHE USED TO HEAR FROM YOU..

ask her how she is..kumain na ba siya, kung nagawa na ba nya ang dapat nyang gawin,etc. Consistent dapat hindi yung isang araw ang attentive mo sa kanya and the next day pra kang bato na walang pakelam!hindi mo lng alam na maraming nag tetext sa knya ng mga bagay na yan at baka mas maraming nakakandarapa na msbi yung mga hindi mo nasasabi. hindi malayo yan lalo na PAG MAGANDA GF MO!. naisip mo ba yun, so tell her as often as you can that you love her and you miss her..



6. LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, HAVE TIME FOR HER KASI YUN ANG PINAKA IMPORTANTE..

minsan kasi yun ang cause ng prob. pag wala kang time for her. minsan kc na fefeel nyang hindi siya importante syo kasi nga wla kang time para sa kanya..OVERALL LESSON: make her feel grateful that she wants to stay in ur relationship. keep her close..

REMEMBER, GOOD GIRLS FOR KEEPS ARE HARD TO COME BY...

I got this one from Carlo's blog.. Ganda nung post nya kaya I wanna share this to my blogger friends.. By the way, thanks Carlo for this post. At least may mga katulad mo na alam kung pano pahalagahan kaming mga babae.. Keep it up!

February 28, 2005
23:11:54


1 Message Received

Thank u 4 ur dedication + support 4 d college. Remember dat leaders r not born but made. Good luck s defense! -Sir Yap

I was really happy upon receiving this text message from our assisstant dean. At least, there are some people who appreciates what we are doing for the college.


Marami na kaming problemang pinagdaanan..mahirap, oo. Pero ni minsan hindi kami pinabayaan ni Sir Yap and for that we promise him na kahit na anong mangyari, nandito lang din kami palagi para sa kanya.. Thank you sir!

Thank God, kahit papano makakapagpahinga ako..but just for today. Last Thursday kasi, wala talaga akong tulog..(for the first time!) Kailangan kasi naming i-submit yung complete documentation namin pati yung software namin (thesis). Unfortunately, hindi namin natapos. Pero happy ako dahil sabi nung thesis adviser naming na i-present namin sa Monday yung complete docu pati na yung software namin kahit na 80% lang at pipirmahan na nya yung recommendation namin.

Hay, d na talaga ako natuto.. sabi ko na dati na d na ako magka-cramming.. pero hanggang ngayon, ito pa rin ako..mahilig gumawa few days before the deadline or worse, a day before the deadline..

Anyway, I got to go.. gagawa pa kasi ako ng documentation namin. Bye.. mwah!

Picture! Picture!

I feel : Loved



Ito yung mga pictures naming magbabarkada..









At last, tapos na ang midterm exam! But that doesn't mean na makakapagpahinga na ako.. Naurong na kasi yung defense namin sa thesis (mas napa-aga). This coming Wednesday, dapat tapos na yung documentation namin tsaka dapat 100% running na yung software namin. Kaya simula bukas, concentrate na muna ako sa thesis. Mahirap na kasi baka hindi ako maka-graduate dahil don.


By the way, bago ko makalimutan ikwento, last Friday habang nage-exam ako sa Computer Graphics may pumasok sa room namin.. And guess what? Pina-serenade ako ng boyfriend ko! Here's the song:

Crazy For You

Swaying room as the music starts

Strangers making the most of the dark

Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air

Can't you feel the weight of my stare

You're so close but still a world away

What I'm dying to say

Is that I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart

I walk over to where you are

Eye to eye we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move

Every breath I'm deeper into you

Soon we two are standing still in time

If you read my mind, you'll see

Is that I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

It's all brand new

I'm crazy for you

And you know it's true

I'm crazy, crazy for you

Grabe, kinikilig talaga ako.. Sobrang sweet ng boyfriend ko.. Wala kasi akong pasok this Valentines Day kaya nakiusap daw sya na nung Friday na lang ako i-serenade.. He's the sweetest boyfriend in the world! Swerte ko talaga sa kanya.. Actually, pinapa-serenade ko rin sya this Valentines Day kasi may pasok naman sya. Yung Ako'y Sayo at Ika'y Akin ang song na ni-request ko. I just hope na maging happy sya at maging memorable yung valentines day nya. Wish me luck!

...Choose...

Would you rather be wrong but happy or right but sad ?

Hay, hirap yata magdecide kung san sa dalawa ang pipiliin ko.. Para bang.. how could you be right when your sad..and wrong yet happy?

Hmm.. still thinking what to choose..

Kau.. ano pipiliin nyo?

Kakaiyak to..

Nakuha ko to sa bulletin board ng Friendster.. Sobra, nakakaiyak..

Nagising na lang ako isang umaga, naramdaman ko parang may kulang. Kumain ako ng almusal, nakausap ko na lahat ng tao sa bahay, pero bakit ganito parang ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Pumasok ako sa trabaho nagiisip parin muntik na nga akong matisod sa kakaisip lang nito. Tinanong na ko ng mga katrabaho ko, ano ba meron sakin bakit ang tamlay ko. Sabi ko hindi ko alam, di ko maintindihan. Alam mo ba yung pakiramdam na parang may malaking butas sa sarili mo, tipong merong kailangang makapuno? Yun ang naramdaman ko nung araw na yun, gusto ko na ngang sumigaw, magwala, malay ko ba kung ano lang ito. Pero hindi ko ginawa, hindi naman dapat. Mga bandang tanghali pagkatapos ng tanghalian, tumawag siya, lam mo na siya, yung lalaking minahal ko buong buhay ko pero iniwan ako para sa ibang tao, wala lang nangamusta lang labas daw kami pagkatapos ng trabaho, nagisip ako ng mabuti, kung papayag ako o hindi, naisip ko ano ba namang masama, nasa malayo naman nagtatrabaho ang girlfriend niya, parang malalaman diba? Natapos ang araw sobrang excited ako, sinundo niya ako sa trabaho, kumain kami, nagusap, binalik ang nakaraan, sabi ko nalang wag nang pagusapan may buhay na siya, masaya na rin ako sa buhay ko, kaibigan na lang maibibigay ko, ang drama pa nga sabi niya mahal pa daw niya ako, kumpara ba ako sa bago, mas mabait daw ako, mas maintindihin, mas understanding, sabi ko nga aba eh bakit mo sakin sinasabi yan, ano ito bolahan, natawa lang siya kahit hindi nakakatawa, nainis nga ako di ko na lang pinakita, pero kahit na nag usap kami nandun pa rin yung malaking butas nararamdaman ko pa rin, hanggang sa naisip ko baka kulang lang akong pagtawag sa kanya, pero hindi naman kse madalas ako tumatawag sa kanya, siguro namn kilala niyo na kung sino yun. Naglalakad na kami pauwi, papunta sa auto niya, nakalimutan ko kahit sandali ang kulang na nararamdaman. Napatawa pa ko sa mga biro niya, napalo ko pa nga sa kakatawa. Biglang nag ring ang cellphone ko...kapatid niya umiiyak, sabi ko bakit kasama ko kuya mo, pauwi na kami. Bigla siyang natahimik, tinanong ko bakit, at dahan dahan niyang sinabi.. Pano nangyari yun eh si kuya nadisgrasya, natotal wreck sasakyan niya..ate patay na siya.. Nabigla ako hindi ko maintindihan pano nangyari na patay na siya eh kasama ko pa? Pag harap ko sa likod ko..nandun pa rin sha, ganun parin suot niya pero duguan na..napaluha ako, ngumiti lang sha at sinabi na...Naramdaman mo na ba yung pakiramdam na parang may kulang hindi mo maintindihan kung bakit? Napa oo nalang ako habang patuloy na lumuluha..Papunta ako sayo ngayon, dahil gusto kung sabihin na ikaw pala yun, yung kulang sa buhay ko..gusto ko na sana pakasal tayo..pero diba sabi ko naman sayo kahit anong mangyari gusto ko bago ako mamatay ikaw ang nasa tabi ko. Tapos bigla na lang siyang nawala..bumigat lalo pakiramdam ko, napaupo ako sa lapag, wala nalang akong nagawa kung hindi umiyak..bakit kung kailan lahat ng sinabi niya tama sa pandinig ko, hangin nalang ang lahat ng ito...

People may not remember exactly what you did or what you said but they will always remember how you made them feel.

Horoscope Game

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
Lito (You are completely in love with this person.)


2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
Blue (You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.)


3. Your first initial?
K (A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.)


4. Your month of birth?
May (April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.


5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
White (You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.)


6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
Vanessa (This person is your best friend.)


7. Your favorite number?
8 (This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.)


8. Do you like California or Florida more?
California (You like adventure)


9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
Ocean (You are spontaneous and like to please people.)


10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).
To be able to graduate this April 2005 and find a good job..

8 Messages Received (Part I)

* Lito
s isng iglap nklala kta!
S isng iglap nging part k ng lyf ko!
S isng iglap npligya mo ko!
Kya d ko hhyaang mwla ka
Sa isang iglap lang..


* Lito
Wen I frst knw u, I nvr tot ud b dat spcl 2 me jz wat u r ryt now. I myt nt b xpresiv n wat I fil bt 2 tel u hnstly uv bin 1 of d bst ppol I shared my lyf with.


* Lito
mnsn, dmtng s lyf ko
ang 1 IKW. IKW
n ngpsya skn, IKW
n 2mulong skn, IKW
n ngphlga skn. S
tngn ko, ala n
kong dpt hanapn p, ang ng-iisang IKAW ay tama na..


* Patrick
F I wud b dying 2nyt
Wg kng iiyk! La ng mgpu2ns nyn..
But f ur d 1..
Cympre d din ako iiyk!..
Bat kta iiykan? Eh..
Pwd nman ktang sundan!


* Rain
Mnsan gusto kong itnong sau
Importante b ko sau?
Mhlga b ko sau?
Pero ayoko..
Dahil nttakot akong sbhin mo na
Cno kba sa buhay ko?
Wla naman db?


* Leannie
bgo mo sbhng ma2hln kta hbngbhy
tnong mo mna sa srili mo kung
hnda k na?
Dhl lht mrnong mgmhl
Pro d lht pnghbngbhy
Alam ko mahal mo ko
Pro
hanggang kelan?


* Patrick
I knw its late
Bt I cnt sleep
W/o letting u knw how much I care
U maybe fast asleep ryt now
& probably read ds 2morow
jst wnt 2 let u knw dat..
I kissed u gudnyt..


* Rain
B fair 2 urself
Dnt cry 4 sum1 who dsnt deserve ur tears
Ders no use holding on 2 sum1
Who has been hurting u.
Dnt love 2 much,
Learned 2 kip a little 4 urself.

Kararating ko lang ng bahay.. Hay, namiss ko ‘tong ganito na umuuwi ako ng maaga. Palagi na kasi akong ginagabi ng uwi. Ang dami kasing kailangang gawin (thesis, sportsfest, CCS Week). Actually, kagabi nung matutulog na ako, ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Parang gusto kong umiyak sa pagod at sobrang dami ng iniisip. Grabe, iba talaga yung pakiramdam ko last night. Gusting-gusto ko na ngang matulog dahil gusto ko ring bumawi ng tulog tapos un, d ako mapakali.. kahit na ayoko ng mag-isip pa, d ko pa ring maiwasan.

Tinext ko bestfriend ko (Erron) last night dahil syempre, gusto kong may makausap para man lang kahit papano makalimutan ko yung mga iniisip ko. Wala lang, nangamusta lang. Tagal na rin naming kasing d nagkakausap. I was just happy knowing na kahit na d na kami nakakapagkwentuhan, I know, he’s still there for me.. Namimiss ko na talaga sila.. how I wish na 1 day, magkasama-sama ulit kami..gaya ng dati.. Si Sheila, Erron, Ely, at ako.. Tagal na rin naming d nakukumpleto. Cguro d last tym na kumpleto kaming 4 is nung bday ko. Tagal na rin nun.. Busy na rin kasi kaming lahat. Anyway, sana namimiss din nila ako..

Happy 3 Years and 9 Months Anniversary Mahal!