TwinkleDream

2006-04-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

I'm Back!

2006-04-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone! I'd been on a blog leave for such a long time..God! I miss blogging a lot! Ewan ko ba kung anong nangyari for such a long time eh hindi man lang ako nakakapag-update..But for some time, binibisita ko ung blog ko just to check kung merong nagme-message sa tagboard ko and I wanna thank all those people who still drop by my blog..THANK YOU SO MUCH! mwah! Now, I'm determined to go blogging again..Sana I could patch things up..Gusto ko nga sanang magpalit ng layout but haven't found sumthing I like..

Anyway, THANKS AGAIN for those people who drop by my blog.. I really appreciate it..a lot! Bye for now..mwah!

All About Me

2005-11-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

* Section 1 - You, You and You.
Known as: Kathy, Kath, Katerina
Lives in: Paranaque City
Birthday: May 18, 1984
Religion: Roman Catholic
Shoe size: 8 1/2
Hair color: Black
Eye color: Black
Hair style: V-shape

* Section 2 - Have you ever.
Cheated on someone: Nope..
Been Cheated on: I think so..
Fallen off the bed: Nope..Masakit yta un!
Broken someones heart: I don't think so..
Had your heart broken: Maraming beses na..
Had a dream come true: Yes!!! (;_;)
Done something you regret: Yah..

* Section 3 - Currently.
Wearing: Orange shirt (Superman) and jeans
Listening to: Somebody by Depeche Mode
Chatting with: None.. Wlang YM d2 sa office eh.. :(
Have any piercings: Ear piercing..
Drive: Yes! And I love driving..a bumper car!!
Drink: Nope..
Smoke: Never..

* Section 5 - The last person you.
Hugged: My Boyfriend.. (",)
Kissed: My mom..when I left the house..
Talked on the phone: My Boyfriend..last night..
Yelled at: I haven't yell at other people..

* Section 6 - Personal.
Your long term goal after college: D ko alam eh..basta ayaw kong mag-programming!! (naturingan pa namang ComSci..hehehe!)
Best day of your life: Kapag kasama ko family ko or ung bf ko and kapag nakakatanggap ako ng surprises or may nakaka-appreciate ng ginagawa ko..
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: Yes.. I love you pa!
Love your family: Of course!
Love your friends: Yes!

* Section 7 - Favorite.
Movie: Serendipity, A Walk to Remember, My Bestfriend's Wedding, A Lot Like Love
Song: Senti..Pop..RnB
Book: Young Blood, Sweet Valley
Relative: Ruth
Sport: Volleyball
Ice Cream Flavor: Kahit ano! I love ice cream *yummy*
Fruit: Mango, Orange and Grapes
Candy: Basta chocolate candy..
Day of the Week: Thursday and Saturday…

* Section 8 - Do you.
Like to give hugs: I do and I love to receive hugs to..
Like to give kisses: I also do!
Like to walk in the rain: No..Feeling ko kasi ang dumi-dumi..
Like to travel: Yes! Lalo na pag mahal ko kasama ko..

* Section 9 - What do you think about.
Smoking: It's definitely bad for your health..
Eating disorders: Love your body..
Summer: Beaches..Bonding time with friends..
Tattoos: Madumi tingnan sa katawan..
Piercings: Ok lng..wag lang sosobra..

Mahirap Masaktan.. Ng Wala Kang Karapatan..

2005-10-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hindi ba nakakalungkot isipin na mahal na mahal mo ang isang tao pero alam mo sa isip at puso mo na hindi ka naman niya mahal. Pilit mong pinagtatangol sa isipan mo na mamahalin ka rin ng taong yun, pero hindi man lang dumarating ung point na sasabihin niya sa harapan mo na mahal ka rin niya. Pag tinatanong ka ng ibang tao, ang sarap sarap sabihin na, "oo, mahal ko siya at mahal rin niya ako, pero sa loob loob mo, ang sakit isipin na niloloko mo lang ang sarili mo sa pagsasabi na mahal ka niya. Mahirap ipagtanggol ung nadarama mo kung sa sarili mo alam mo na wala ka naman talagang pinagtatanggol. Kaya tuloy nagtatanong ka, niloloko ko lang ba ang sarili ko? Kaya MAHIRAP MASAKTAN..KAPAG WALA KANG KARAPATAN!!

U dOnT kNow hOw mUch iM waiTnG 4 uR TxTs oL nYt.. hOw i WnTed 2 sEe U eVry nOw n dEn... hOw i WntEd 2 tEl u hOw i RealLy fEeL.. how i wNtD to ComFoRt u wEn uRe saD... How i GEt jeaLous wEn i saw U wiT' hEr...iF u oNlY kNow.. hOw mUcH u mEan 2 me.. How mUch i LoVe u...bUt gUeSs wAt..U bReAk mY hEaRt..i tHoUgHt iT wAs U hU cUd mAkE mE feEl hApPy..bUt i wAs wRoNg..kUnG aLaM kO LaNg Na gaNiTo aNg maNgYaYaRi..hInDi kO nA lAnG sAnA hiNaYaAn aNg pUsO kO nA UmIbIg sa'YO!

-Girltalk-

A Love Story

2005-09-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

One Beautiful girl summer day at Paranaque City you see the most Sweet creature you have ever seen. Their name is Lito , and every move He makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend Vanessa and say, "Wow, that has to be the most Thoughtful body I have ever seen." Suddenly, He looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!!

He says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so Caring , and was wondering if you'd like to go to Lyceum of the Philippines with me and Text?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, "Ganun ba? Ok " and go with them. When you finally get to Lyceum of the Philippines , He moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a dog hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed. It reads:

" Lito is the love you've been waiting your whole life for. He will ask you out in 8 days or less, but only if you send this e-mail to at least 10 people within the next few minutes. The more people you send it to, the sooner they will ask you out, and you both fall in love. Do not take this lightly, because if you simply ignore this, you will have bad luck in love for the next 8 years!"

Sino ba ang mas mahalaga?

2005-09-11T08:41:00.000+08:00

Sino ba ang mas mahalaga, ang taong mahal mo
O ang taong gusto mong mahalin?

Ang taong kasama mo buong araw
O ang taong iniicip mo bago matapos ang araw?

Siya bang kasakasama mo sa lhat ng ginagawa mo
O siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at ginagawa mo?

Sino ba ang mas mhalaga..
Ung taong nais mong makasama habang buhay
O ung taong hindi mo makita ang habang buhay kapag wala cya?

Cno ang mas matimbang..
Ung taong pag kasama mo'y parang kay bilis ng oras
O ung taong tuwing iniicp mo'y parang kay bagal ng oras?

Ano ang susundin mo..
Ang dinidikta mo sa puso mo
O ang dinidikta ng puso mo syo?

Sya ba un laging pumapasok sa icp mo
O cya un laging laman ng panaginip mo?

Cno nga ba..
Ang taong nagpaluha syo,
O ang taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo?

Cno sa kanila..
Ang taong nagpapatawa syo
O ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon?

Cno nga bang pipiliin mo?
ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO MO..
O ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON?

I'll Be There For You

2005-09-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

When you wake up each morning

And you feel like calling

I'll be there for you

When the road seems uncertain

And you can't stop the hurtin'

I'll be there for you

When there's no one beside you

I'll be there to guide you

Catch you each time you fall

When the stars won't shine anymore

I'll be there...

When the world's unkind

And your dreams, they need more time

I'll be there for you

If the rules they keep breaking

And the future is fading

I'll be there for you

The rainbow will end

In the palm of your hand

Don't ever let it go

When the stars won't shine anymore

I'll be there...

Who knows where we'll go

What will tomorrow bring

But we have each other, just hold on tight

We can take to the skies and fly...

I'll be there for you...

The rainbow will end

In the palm of your hand

Don't ever let it go

When the stars won't shine anymore

I'll be there...

I'll be there

To grow old with you..

2005-09-08T13:17:00.000+08:00

Keep this in mind. This is for all: the recently married, the ones who have been married, the soon to get married, and the ones who are still looking....

Years ago, I asked God to give me a spouse, "You don't own because you didn't ask" God said. Not only I asked for a spouse but also explained what kind of spouse I wanted. I want a nice, tender, forgiving, passionate, honest,peaceful, generous, understanding, pleasant,warm, intelligent, humorous, attentive,compassionate and truthful. I even mentioned the physical characteristics I dreamt about. As time went by I added the required list of my wanted spouse.

One night, in my prayer, God talked to my heart: "My servant, I cannot give you what you want",I asked God why? God said "Because I am God and I am fair.

God is the truth and all I do are true and right"

I asked "God, I don't understand why I cannot have what I ask from you? "God answered, "I will explain. It is not fair and right for Me to fulfill your demand because I cannot give something that is not your own self.

It is not fair to give someone who is full of love to you if sometimes you are still hostile, or to give you someone generous but sometimes you can be cruel; or someone forgiving, however, you still hide revenge; someone understanding, however,you are very insensitive...."

He then said to me : "It is better for Me to give you someone who I know could grow to have all qualities you are searching rather than to make you waste your time to find someone who already have the qualities you want."

Your spouse would be bone from your bone and flesh from your flesh and you will see yourself in her and both of you will be one. Marriage is like a school. It is a life-long an education. It is where you and your partner make adjustment and aim not merely to please each other, but to be better human beings and to make a solid teamwork. I do not give you a perfect partner, because you are not perfect either. I give you a partner with whom you would grow together.

2005-08-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Bakit kaya may mga bagay na kahit na alam nating hindi tama eh masaya tayo? Ang hirap kasi kahit na gusto mong ikuwento sa mga taong malapit sayo yung rason kung bakit ka masaya eh hindi rin pwede.. I mean, not necessarily hindi pwede pero since mali nga sa tingin ng iba, syempre nakakatakot din magkuwento dahil baka i-judge ka nila.. Hay.. Life's like that..

2005-08-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

What Anime Emoticon Are You?

Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

There's no turning back, so play it right.

2005-08-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area. Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher: (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student: (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher: Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student: Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).A few minutes later...
Student: I'm back.
Teacher: Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student: On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher: That's what happened in real life.

What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time*

In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".

It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!

Remember that...~There Can Be Only One~

Be grateful for what u have in life, dont take anything for granted, because once u regret later on, there is no turning back.

Source: praning.com

Funny Grammar Booboos

2005-08-24T14:25:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend to Girlfriend, may LQ: What do you take me for?! Granted?

Guard, answering the telephone: Hello?... Ah yes, fora while. Please hang yourself.

Starlet in an interview: If the odds are against me, then I will against them.

Inday Badiday asks a starlet about her mother's burial:
Inday: Kumusta ang libing ng nanay mo?
Starlet: Successful naman po.

Army officer to cadet: "Do you know why I ask you to stand?"
"No, sir."
"Ok, why?" (anlabo!)

Teacher to students: Baka gusto nyong ibilad ko kayo sa covered courts.

Teacher: Class, I want you to watch sex scenes.
Class: What?! Teacher!
Teacher: What's wrong? It's a beautiful film starring Bros Welles!(Bruce Willis)
Class: Aah, Sixth Sense!

Sa isang examination:
Student: Mam, pwedeng gumamit ng liquid paper?
Teacher: Ang kulit naman! Sinabi nang pad paper langeh.

After the examination:
Teacher: Okey, time is up. One, two, three. Come your papers to me!

A reporter interviews a politician about the Philippine economy.
Politician says: Talagang mahirap ang buhay natinngayon. Pero slow by slow, we will success.

Teacher: Sorry, class. I'm late. My mother died threeyears ago. And now she's dead. (Ano daw?!)

Heard in a fastfood chain:
Yaya: Ma'm, gusto po ni Mark ng KIDNEY MEAL!

Teacher: What is ur name?
Student: Dell.
Teacher: What is ur old? (maybe she meant how old areyou?)

In a restaurant:
Waiter: Sir, How do you want your egg?
Customer: Side in, side out.

Mom interviews her daughter's suitor:
Mom: What's your course?
Suitor: Geo po (for geology).
Mom: Ahhh... Geo-rnalism. Ok yan. (ok nga!)

Guy to Girl: I love you. This is not a ball. ("Hindi ito bola" in English)

Teacher to students: Okay, form two straight circlesand find your height alphabetically!

Teacher to students: Okay class, it's time to go home.Form a line and pass out slowly.

Angry teacher to student: I want you to bring yourfather and your mother, especially your parents,understood?! Bring them tomorrow in front of me, righthere, right now!

Emcee, in a party: The next song is the favorite songof my best friend, and neither do I!

Posted in an establishment: None ID, nothing entry.

Teacher: Oy, magdala kayo ng chip ahoy a.

Student: Miss may "s" yon...Teacher: A, sorry. Chip ahoys!

Two lousy-in-english friends talking to each other:
Friend 1: Am I raining outside?
Friend 2: Not yet. Sprinkle only.

In an awards night, presentor goes: And the winner forBest Comedy Show is Okay Ka, Pare Ko! of IBS channel13. (Ever heard of that?)

Alma Moreno, in her show introduces Nora Aunor whocomes in late:Finally, please welcome, the late Nora Aunor.

2005-07-03T11:08:00.000+08:00

She walks down the aisle, my eyes are with tears. I know this is the moment shes been waiting for all these years. I watch from afar, this thing I cant hide. The pain of being a bridesmaid when I was supposed to be the bride.

Things You'd Love To Say At Work... But Can't

2005-07-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.

How do I set a laser printer to stun?

I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.

It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying.

I can see your point, but I still think you're full of it.

I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid.

You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.

I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don't give a damn.

I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.

Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.

What am I? Flypaper for freaks!?

Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial.

This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting.

Sarcasm is just one more service we offer.

If I throw a stick, will you leave?

I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.

Can I trade this job for what's behind door #1?

I thought I wanted a career, turns out I just wanted a paycheck.

2005-06-24T10:25:00.000+08:00

Mnsn tnnong aq, "kya m bng ibgy lht pra s taong mhl mo?" d k lm issgot q, nthmik lng aq ska bglng nsbi s knya "kulang pbng hyaan k syng iwan ako pra s iba?"

Love Profile: Taurus

2005-06-24T10:11:00.000+08:00

Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.

You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.

Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:

Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.

If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...

You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.

Your ideal partner:

Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.

Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.

A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:

Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.

Your seduction style:

Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.

Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.

Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:

Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.

Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.

Ligthen up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best place to meet someone online:

American Singles - peek in on how much potential dates make, and what they do for a living.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue

Best day for a date: Friday

Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

What does my b-day mean?

2005-06-24T10:06:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: May 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity.

There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself.

You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator.

You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas.

Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed.

There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.

Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Do You Love Someone or You're In Love With Someone?

2005-05-21T08:34:00.000+08:00

"It's definitely different when you love someone and when you're inlove with someone" alin nga ba ang mas malalim? Loving someone or Being in love with someone? marami sa atin ang na confuse tungkol dito.Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend ngayon? Mahal mo ba siya pero parang may isang tao na parang mahalaga din sayo.

O may mahal ka na akala mo eh mahal mo nga siya pero meron ka pa rin isang tao na minamahalng totoo.

Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka..Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...pero ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit sa lahat!

Kasi ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga taong ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya.Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya?

Dahil ba hindi ka niya mahal o dahil hindi ka siguradong ok lang sa kanya?

Kung yan ang dahilan mo, walang duda na inlove ka nga sa kanya.

Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa ngayon ang tanging mahalaga at kontento ka na.

Pero isipin mo paano kung mawala ang taong yon at talagang hindi na kayo mag-usap at magkita, kaya mo ba?

Paano naman kung sayo siya inlove at ibinigay niya ang lahat para sayo pero hindi mo
nahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad!

Paano kung isang araw naguluhan na siya sayo ng husto at maisipang lumayo na lang?

Paano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya di ka na niya kausapin at tuldukan na niya ng tuluyan kung ano na ang meron kayo?

Then bigla mong na realize kung gaano cya ka-importante sayo kaya lang wala na siya!
Kaya mo ba?

Kung hindi ang sagot mo, malinaw na inlove ka nga...

Paano naman pag mahal mo lang???

Kapag mahal mo lang, alam mo na palagi kang may choice, ayaw mo siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala kang ipapalit.Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi hindi naman siya ang iniisip mo.Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sa sarili mo na balang araw hindi siya ang pakakasalan mo.Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi lang pra sa kanya..Mahal mo at masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alam mo na kaya mo yon.Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo???

DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE or YOU'RE INLOVE WITH SOMEONE?

Isang araw magigising ka na lang na INLOVE ka na nga pero kahit anong gawin mo ay huli na.Dahil maaaring yung taong INLOVE din sayo ay wala na pala.

TANDAAN MO: Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso huwag tayo magpaloko!!!

We learn to love someone pero minsan lang dumating sa atin ang pagkakataong ma-inlove!!!Kaya kapag dumating ito, ano ang gagawin mo?

He's Just Not That Into You

2005-05-21T08:30:00.000+08:00

He's just not that into you if he's not asking you out.

He's just not that into you if he's not calling you.

He's just not that into you if he's not dating you.

He's just not that into you if he's not having sex with you.

He's just not that into you if he's having sex with someone else.

He's just not that into you if he only wants to see you when he's drunk.

He's just not that into you if he doesn't want to marry you.

He's just not that into you if he's disappeared on you.

He's just not that into you if he's married (and other insane variations of being unavailable.

He's just not that into you if he's a selfish jerk, a bully, or a really big freak.

Source: He's Just Not That Into You by Greg Behren

2005-05-12T11:15:00.000+08:00

At last, nakapag-internet din uli ako.. Wala akong pasok ngayon sa work kaya sinamahan ko bf ko para mag-enroll. Dami kong nakaligtaan ikwento..

By the way, I’m working at SPI Technologies Inc. as a Quality Control Inspector (QCI) under the Content and Data Solutions business unit. SPI Technologies is the only provider of content outsourcing services and solutions that can deliver on the promise of true global client services capabilities.. (taray!) Last April 18 ung hiring date ko and this coming May 18, which is also my b-day eh one month na ako doon. Ok naman sa work. Ok din yung mga kasama ko.. Masaya.. lalo na kapag break!! (tsaka pag lost time kami..)

Hay, namimiss ko na yung mga friends ko! D na rin kasi ako nakakatawag sa kanila dahil 2nd shift ang schedule ko (2pm-10pm). 6 days ang work ko from Monday to Saturday. Wala na rin akong time makapag-surf sa net kasi sira yung PC namin.. Miss na miss ko na nga yung pagbo-blog.. Sensya na nga pla sa mga blog friends ko kung d na ako nakakabisita sa site nyo.. Sobrang busy lang talaga ako..

So pano, till next time.. Mwah!

** I asked God bakit masakit magmahal? D nya ako sinagot, tumulo luha ko... alam mo ba? He show me a sign.. d TEARS sabay sabing.. "Hanggat may luha masarap magmahal.. kc tunay!" **

Why?

2005-04-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

Why do we have to part while the love is still there?

Why do we have to suffer?

Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye?

Why do beginnings have an end?

Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled. In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we have to but because we have to. In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in batallion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of him. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other. I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after." Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up. It's over. She's / He's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.

Para sa mga nasaktan..

2005-04-04T10:27:00.000+08:00

Nagpunta ako sa Creative Corner ng CandyMag.com and I was reading through their post at nabasa ko nga tong post na to.. Napaka-bitter..sobra!

Here's the copy of the post:

Kung tatanungin ako ng Diyos kung gaano kita minahal, ang isasagot ko, 10 beses na higit pa sa nararapat. Minahal kita hindi dahil pakiramdam ko lang tama, pero dahil ginusto ko yung naramdaman ko at walang kung ano pa man. Minsan mo na akong tinanong kung pinagsisisihan kong nakilala kita. Sinabi ko hindi. Ngayon na nga siguro ang araw na kinatatakutan ko. Dahil kapag tinanong mo ulit sa akin yan, alam kong oo na ang isasagot ko. Sa lahat kasi ng nangyari sa buhay ko, ikaw lang ang gusto kong burahin. Wala ng iba. Alam kong tama na tong ginagawa ko ngayon. Tama ng mawala ka sa buhay ko. Dahil alam kong wala ng pag-asa yang sinasabi mong pagkakaibigan natin. Tanga lang ako na minsan kong inisip na yun ang pinanghahawakan ko pero hindi pala. Dahil pinili mo pa rin akong saktan kahit alam mong dapat naging isa kang kaibigan. Nung mga panahong ikaw at ikaw lang ang kailangan ko, hindi man lang kita mahanap. At kahit alam kong alam mo yon, pinili mong tiisin ako. Ngayon hindi na ko umaasang nandyan ka pa, dahil simula palang nang-iwan ka na. Itinapon ko na rin ang lahat ng kasinungalingang sinabi mo na ang masakit ay pinaniwalaan ko. Nang sinabi mong importante ako sa yo at hindi mo kayang wala ako, kagaguhan lang yon. Siguro napilitan ka lang sabihin yon, o di kaya, sinadya mo para paasahin ako.Ngayon, lahat ng binitawan mong salita, wala ng halaga. Simple lang ang rason: dahil wala ka ring kwenta. Wala na rin akong pakialam kung nagustuhan mo man ako o hindi. Ang importante, nagbigay ako ng buong buo at ni minsan ay hindi humingi ng kahit anong kapalit. Kahit papano, naturuan mo akong maging matatag. Natuto na rin akong tumigil sa paghahabol at pag-iyak sa taong manhid na tulad mo. Siguro nga nasira mo na ang lahat sa akin. Ang paninindigan ko, tapang at paniniwala ko, pati ang katauhan ko, pero kaya kong ibangon ang sarili ko at mabuhay ng wala ka. Ako pa rin to. Oras at araw lang ang nagbago. Ngayon na ang huling beses na sasabihin ko ito sa yo. Ngayon na ang huling pagkakataon na iisipin kita. Lahat ng bagay na dumaan, burado na. Pati buhay ko, bago na. Ngayon na ang huling oras na mamahalin kita. Ngayon na ang tamang oras para sa lahat, para malaman mo kung gaano mo ako sinaktan. Tapos na yon lahat ngayon. Ito na ang huling araw ng paghihirap...Tama na, tapos na. Pero sa huling araw na ito, isa lang ang sigurado ako. Hindi ito ang huling araw na sinabi ko lahat to.

2005-03-28T11:16:00.000+08:00

Pag magulo ang mundo mo, pag nag-iisa, walang naniniwala at
walang nakikinig sa'yo, lapitan mo lang ako at hindi ako magdadalawang isip
na sabihing... "Tara, samahan kita, iwan natin ang mundo.."

Realize how man and woman think, react, and feel differently..

2005-03-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

ANG MGA BABAE TALAGA OO

(by redrope)

*grabe.

usapang lalake*

*sindi ng yosi

**hithit*

*buga*

Musta na, pare? Ako, okay lang. Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip. Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko ba. *hinga ng malalim* Bakit ba ganun pare, ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit 'sang anggulo mo tingnan, hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal. *tingin sa stars* Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano. Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e. Ang alam lang ata nila e mamili, manakit, at magsaya. Tingin mo? *tingin sa malayo* Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap.Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun, kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila. Alam kaya nila yun?Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?Tapos liligawan pa naten.Patutunayan na mahal nga sila. Susuyuin to-the-max.Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan, sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan, lahat na. Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang walang sahod.At ano ang kapalit?Well, depende sa trip nila.Oo tol, sa trip lang nila. Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila. Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip, isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha naten, kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo. Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan. Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila. Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan. Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi. "Hindi pa 'ko ready eh..","Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..","Ha? Uhhmm..nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha.." "Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?", "Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..", "Para lang kitang kapatid e..",yaddah yaddah. Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa 'yon para saten. *kuha ng bote ng beer**lagok* *lunok* At hindi lang 'yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon. Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle. Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon. Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo; tayo ang dapat magpapakabait; tayo ang magtatyaga; tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful; tayo, tayo tayo.Sila? Ummm? Teka, isipin ko. Ayun. Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet; sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts; sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano; sila ang magbabawal; sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave, kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila, kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila, at kung kelan ka korni.Ewan. Ganun ata talaga. *kuha ng bote ng beer* *lagok* *lunok* Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo angbahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon. Pag maganda, edi okay. Pag may problema, kasalanan naten. Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo. Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun. *hinga ng malalim* Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila. Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e. Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso. At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan. Mas mature. Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa. Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal. *hinga ng malalim* *tingin sa malayo ulit* At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap. *singhot* Ang ending ng relasyon. Sa mga panahong 'to, either sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip, may nahanap na silang better saten, o kaya they need f*cking space and time muna.Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod. At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don?Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten. Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan.Na playboy.Na nagpapaiyak. *iiling* Tayo siyempre ang mgaantagonist at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.Ang ending: mag-ooffer sila ng "friendship" kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan, lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila, sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, "player" na ang image naten, at higit sa lahat, mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay. Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog. Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake. Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere. Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no? Ako, kamusta? Eto.Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok-lagok ng alak. Ang mga babae talaga, oo.

ANG MGA LALAKE TALAGA, OO(tugon kay redrope)

by xristel

Ano ba itong si redrope? Kaming mga babae na naman ang nakita. Lalake, agrabyado. Lalake, kinakawawa. Lalake, hindi maintindihan. Hmmp, parang masyado yatang nagisa ang mga kabaro ko. Tungkol sa pagiging patas sa ngalan ng pag-ibig, kami naman ang laging talo a, hindi kayo. Kami ang laging lugi, kami ang lagging nawawalan at iniiwan. Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti, nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi. Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon. Marinig lang nila na malakas kang magsalita, palengkera ka na. T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon. Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit, kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa. Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan dapat disente, dapat mala-anghel ang mukha, dapat mukhang inosente. Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?Parang baliktad yata? Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake. Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka,para habulin ka pa lalo. Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.Hindi ka na seseryosohin. Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo, di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo. Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh. Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo, babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema. Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay. Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis. Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi. "Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo." Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun. Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa. Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya. Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando, aba, masasakal naman. Sasabihin pa sa iyo"demanding" ka.Meron ka pang maririnig na "I think we need space" at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek. Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait, maging devoted at faithful? Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin. Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa aminKapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang. Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon. Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo atmagpapakamadre nalang. Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin? Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh. Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin. Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon. Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami. Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin. Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad. Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo. Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group. Mas mataas pa nga kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity. Kayo na ang mag-math. Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo. Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan. Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?! Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo, pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin. Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita? Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap. Kapag natapos na ang lambingan, eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang. Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago, sino ba ang mayabang, sino ba ang nagmamalaki? Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice. Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo" lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan. Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan. Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek. Umiyak ka ng bato.Wa-epek. Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa. Post-break up, mahal pa ng babae si lalaki. Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano. Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila. Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naging girlfriend ka niya. Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga. Ano ba namang buhay to? Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang. Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere. In-love din kami. Ang mga lalake talaga, oo.

Source: candymag.com/teentalk

Smart Unlimited Calls & Text

2005-03-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

I feel

Tapos na exam ko sa Linux Essentials. Bale 4-7 yung exam naming don.. 11 pa nga lang nasa school na ako. Hindi kasi ako nakapag-aral last night kaya kahit na gustong-gusto ko pa matulog eh pinilit ko talagang pumasok ng maaga. Kailangan ko kasing makakuha ng matataas na grades ngayong finals para man lang makabawi sa mga results ko nung prelim and midterms. Actually, inaantok na ako ngayon. Tinatapos ko lang yung pagdo-download ng chikka.

Good news! May Smart Unlimited Calls and Text na! Nabasa ko sa site nila kanina.. Here’s the article:

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Googlism for: katherine

2005-03-11T09:28:00.000+08:00

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Good Girls For Keeps Are Hard To Come By..

2005-03-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

GOOD GIRLS FOR KEEPS ARE HARD TO COME BY...

Friday, February 11, 2005

1.HINDI PORKET KAYO NA E KAMPANTE NA KAYO NA HABANG BUHAY NA SYANG ANDYAN..

hello, kahit nga mag asawa naghihiwalay pa, mag syota pa kaya? pag nag isip na ang gf nyo na kung worth it pa kayong magkasama, lagot, you did something wrong for sure! or maybe, you DIDNT do anything at all. kaya sana, always make her feel na yung ginagawa nyo habang nanliligaw kayo eh hindi lng para mapasagot siya, kasi ang babalik balikan nya kapag nagtanong na yun eh siguradong yung panahon na i-pinadama mo sa knya na sya ang pinaka importante sa buhay mo-- meaning, yung time na hindi pa kayo. ipagpatuloy sana, kung gano mo sya kadalas i text noon, binigyan ng letters and small tokens-- hindi naman kung ANO ang binigay nyo ang mahalaga sa babae eh, kundi yung feeling ng NAAALALA mo sya. make her feel important everyday, that shes important to you..

2. GIVE HER A REASON TO TRUST YOU..

maraming lalake ang pathological liers, or magaling gumawa ng palusot.. kaya wag na wag kayong magbibigay ng pagkakataong isipin nya na hindi kayo honest sa knya.. at mraming babae ang paranoid, either dahil nag aalala sa inyo, or nag aalala na baka may ginagawa ka ng milagro! kahit papano, ipaalam nyo naman sa knya na buhay pa kayo at kung anong ngyayari sa inyo, lalo na kung hindi ka masyadong busy.. hindi naman mahirap magparamdam lalo na kung may celfone naman kyong dalwa dba?! TRUST.. meron sya sayo pero sa nkapaligid sayo, wala.. and guys remember, na ang mga girls eh may instinct yan. TANDAAN NYO, ayon sa psychology--"80% ng intuition ng girls ay totoo".. kung ang gf nyo ay may isang girl na na sorbang pinagseselosan, kahit pa anong sabi mo na KAIBIGAN mo lng yon at sayo lng sya nakakapag open up,its still not enough..kahit na anong paliwanag nyo eh hindi siya maniniwala dahil nga iba ang nafefeel nya sa gurl na yon.TAMA D BA? kung mahal mo tlga gf mo, try mo umiwas sa gurl na yon, iwas dun sa girl, iwas away din yon!

3.WAG AGAD MAGBIGAY NG EXCUSE KAPAG SINASABI NYA KUNG ANONG MALI MO..

sana kapag may pinopoint out sa inyo ang gf nyo, wag nyo agad supalpalan ng kung ano anong dahilan nyo. babae yan, malambot ang puso nyan sa inyo, pinapakinggan kyo at halos palaging sa inyo kampi yan. sana pag may nakita syang mali sayo, give her a chance to explain why she thinks of you that way. mahilig kasi mag justify mga lalake. Gusto nyo kayo lagi ang tama. either that, or kapag nakikinig nga, lalabas naman sa isang tenga. di kaya paulit ulit ng sinabi eh paulit ulit pa ring ginagawa. DAPAT PAG SINABIHAN NG MALI EH MAKINIG AT WAG NG ULITIN!

4.PAKINGGAN NYO SIYA PAG MAY SINASABI SYANG MAHALAGA O KAHIT HINDI MAHALAGA..

pero ang mahalaga, listen to her when she talks,remember the little things she tells u coz u never know when they may come in handy..

5. TELL HER LITTLE THINGS SHE USED TO HEAR FROM YOU..

ask her how she is..kumain na ba siya, kung nagawa na ba nya ang dapat nyang gawin,etc. Consistent dapat hindi yung isang araw ang attentive mo sa kanya and the next day pra kang bato na walang pakelam!hindi mo lng alam na maraming nag tetext sa knya ng mga bagay na yan at baka mas maraming nakakandarapa na msbi yung mga hindi mo nasasabi. hindi malayo yan lalo na PAG MAGANDA GF MO!. naisip mo ba yun, so tell her as often as you can that you love her and you miss her..

6. LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, HAVE TIME FOR HER KASI YUN ANG PINAKA IMPORTANTE..

minsan kasi yun ang cause ng prob. pag wala kang time for her. minsan kc na fefeel nyang hindi siya importante syo kasi nga wla kang time para sa kanya..OVERALL LESSON: make her feel grateful that she wants to stay in ur relationship. keep her close..

REMEMBER, GOOD GIRLS FOR KEEPS ARE HARD TO COME BY...

I got this one from Carlo's blog.. Ganda nung post nya kaya I wanna share this to my blogger friends.. By the way, thanks Carlo for this post. At least may mga katulad mo na alam kung pano pahalagahan kaming mga babae.. Keep it up!

2005-03-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

February 28, 2005
23:11:54

1 Message Received

Thank u 4 ur dedication + support 4 d college. Remember dat leaders r not born but made. Good luck s defense! -Sir Yap

I was really happy upon receiving this text message from our assisstant dean. At least, there are some people who appreciates what we are doing for the college.

Marami na kaming problemang pinagdaanan..mahirap, oo. Pero ni minsan hindi kami pinabayaan ni Sir Yap and for that we promise him na kahit na anong mangyari, nandito lang din kami palagi para sa kanya.. Thank you sir!

2005-02-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

Thank God, kahit papano makakapagpahinga ako..but just for today. Last Thursday kasi, wala talaga akong tulog..(for the first time!) Kailangan kasi naming i-submit yung complete documentation namin pati yung software namin (thesis). Unfortunately, hindi namin natapos. Pero happy ako dahil sabi nung thesis adviser naming na i-present namin sa Monday yung complete docu pati na yung software namin kahit na 80% lang at pipirmahan na nya yung recommendation namin.

Hay, d na talaga ako natuto.. sabi ko na dati na d na ako magka-cramming.. pero hanggang ngayon, ito pa rin ako..mahilig gumawa few days before the deadline or worse, a day before the deadline..

Anyway, I got to go.. gagawa pa kasi ako ng documentation namin. Bye.. mwah!

Picture! Picture!

2005-02-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

I feel : Loved

Ito yung mga pictures naming magbabarkada..

At last, tapos na ang midterm exam! But that doesn't mean na makakapagpahinga na ako.. Naurong na kasi yung defense namin sa thesis (mas napa-aga). This coming Wednesday, dapat tapos na yung documentation namin tsaka dapat 100% running na yung software namin. Kaya simula bukas, concentrate na muna ako sa thesis. Mahirap na kasi baka hindi ako maka-graduate dahil don.

By the way, bago ko makalimutan ikwento, last Friday habang nage-exam ako sa Computer Graphics may pumasok sa room namin.. And guess what? Pina-serenade ako ng boyfriend ko! Here's the song:

Crazy For You

Swaying room as the music starts

Strangers making the most of the dark

Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air

Can't you feel the weight of my stare

You're so close but still a world away

What I'm dying to say

Is that I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart

I walk over to where you are

Eye to eye we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move

Every breath I'm deeper into you

Soon we two are standing still in time

If you read my mind, you'll see

Is that I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

It's all brand new

I'm crazy for you

And you know it's true

I'm crazy, crazy for you

Grabe, kinikilig talaga ako.. Sobrang sweet ng boyfriend ko.. Wala kasi akong pasok this Valentines Day kaya nakiusap daw sya na nung Friday na lang ako i-serenade.. He's the sweetest boyfriend in the world! Swerte ko talaga sa kanya.. Actually, pinapa-serenade ko rin sya this Valentines Day kasi may pasok naman sya. Yung Ako'y Sayo at Ika'y Akin ang song na ni-request ko. I just hope na maging happy sya at maging memorable yung valentines day nya. Wish me luck!

...Choose...

2005-01-18T13:57:00.000+08:00

Would you rather be wrong but happy or right but sad ?

Hay, hirap yata magdecide kung san sa dalawa ang pipiliin ko.. Para bang.. how could you be right when your sad..and wrong yet happy?

Hmm.. still thinking what to choose..

Kau.. ano pipiliin nyo?

Kakaiyak to..

2005-01-18T09:20:00.000+08:00

Nakuha ko to sa bulletin board ng Friendster.. Sobra, nakakaiyak..

Nagising na lang ako isang umaga, naramdaman ko parang may kulang. Kumain ako ng almusal, nakausap ko na lahat ng tao sa bahay, pero bakit ganito parang ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Pumasok ako sa trabaho nagiisip parin muntik na nga akong matisod sa kakaisip lang nito. Tinanong na ko ng mga katrabaho ko, ano ba meron sakin bakit ang tamlay ko. Sabi ko hindi ko alam, di ko maintindihan. Alam mo ba yung pakiramdam na parang may malaking butas sa sarili mo, tipong merong kailangang makapuno? Yun ang naramdaman ko nung araw na yun, gusto ko na ngang sumigaw, magwala, malay ko ba kung ano lang ito. Pero hindi ko ginawa, hindi naman dapat. Mga bandang tanghali pagkatapos ng tanghalian, tumawag siya, lam mo na siya, yung lalaking minahal ko buong buhay ko pero iniwan ako para sa ibang tao, wala lang nangamusta lang labas daw kami pagkatapos ng trabaho, nagisip ako ng mabuti, kung papayag ako o hindi, naisip ko ano ba namang masama, nasa malayo naman nagtatrabaho ang girlfriend niya, parang malalaman diba? Natapos ang araw sobrang excited ako, sinundo niya ako sa trabaho, kumain kami, nagusap, binalik ang nakaraan, sabi ko nalang wag nang pagusapan may buhay na siya, masaya na rin ako sa buhay ko, kaibigan na lang maibibigay ko, ang drama pa nga sabi niya mahal pa daw niya ako, kumpara ba ako sa bago, mas mabait daw ako, mas maintindihin, mas understanding, sabi ko nga aba eh bakit mo sakin sinasabi yan, ano ito bolahan, natawa lang siya kahit hindi nakakatawa, nainis nga ako di ko na lang pinakita, pero kahit na nag usap kami nandun pa rin yung malaking butas nararamdaman ko pa rin, hanggang sa naisip ko baka kulang lang akong pagtawag sa kanya, pero hindi naman kse madalas ako tumatawag sa kanya, siguro namn kilala niyo na kung sino yun. Naglalakad na kami pauwi, papunta sa auto niya, nakalimutan ko kahit sandali ang kulang na nararamdaman. Napatawa pa ko sa mga biro niya, napalo ko pa nga sa kakatawa. Biglang nag ring ang cellphone ko...kapatid niya umiiyak, sabi ko bakit kasama ko kuya mo, pauwi na kami. Bigla siyang natahimik, tinanong ko bakit, at dahan dahan niyang sinabi.. Pano nangyari yun eh si kuya nadisgrasya, natotal wreck sasakyan niya..ate patay na siya.. Nabigla ako hindi ko maintindihan pano nangyari na patay na siya eh kasama ko pa? Pag harap ko sa likod ko..nandun pa rin sha, ganun parin suot niya pero duguan na..napaluha ako, ngumiti lang sha at sinabi na...Naramdaman mo na ba yung pakiramdam na parang may kulang hindi mo maintindihan kung bakit? Napa oo nalang ako habang patuloy na lumuluha..Papunta ako sayo ngayon, dahil gusto kung sabihin na ikaw pala yun, yung kulang sa buhay ko..gusto ko na sana pakasal tayo..pero diba sabi ko naman sayo kahit anong mangyari gusto ko bago ako mamatay ikaw ang nasa tabi ko. Tapos bigla na lang siyang nawala..bumigat lalo pakiramdam ko, napaupo ako sa lapag, wala nalang akong nagawa kung hindi umiyak..bakit kung kailan lahat ng sinabi niya tama sa pandinig ko, hangin nalang ang lahat ng ito...

People may not remember exactly what you did or what you said but they will always remember how you made them feel.

Horoscope Game

2005-01-15T09:01:00.000+08:00

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
Lito (You are completely in love with this person.)

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
Blue (You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.)

3. Your first initial?
K (A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.)

4. Your month of birth?
May (April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
White (You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.)

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
Vanessa (This person is your best friend.)

7. Your favorite number?
8 (This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.)

8. Do you like California or Florida more?
California (You like adventure)

9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
Ocean (You are spontaneous and like to please people.)

10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).
To be able to graduate this April 2005 and find a good job..

8 Messages Received (Part I)

2005-01-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

* Lito
s isng iglap nklala kta!
S isng iglap nging part k ng lyf ko!
S isng iglap npligya mo ko!
Kya d ko hhyaang mwla ka
Sa isang iglap lang..

* Lito
Wen I frst knw u, I nvr tot ud b dat spcl 2 me jz wat u r ryt now. I myt nt b xpresiv n wat I fil bt 2 tel u hnstly uv bin 1 of d bst ppol I shared my lyf with.

* Lito
mnsn, dmtng s lyf ko
ang 1 IKW. IKW
n ngpsya skn, IKW
n 2mulong skn, IKW
n ngphlga skn. S
tngn ko, ala n
kong dpt hanapn p, ang ng-iisang IKAW ay tama na..

* Patrick
F I wud b dying 2nyt
Wg kng iiyk! La ng mgpu2ns nyn..
But f ur d 1..
Cympre d din ako iiyk!..
Bat kta iiykan? Eh..
Pwd nman ktang sundan!

* Rain
Mnsan gusto kong itnong sau
Importante b ko sau?
Mhlga b ko sau?
Pero ayoko..
Dahil nttakot akong sbhin mo na
Cno kba sa buhay ko?
Wla naman db?

* Leannie
bgo mo sbhng ma2hln kta hbngbhy
tnong mo mna sa srili mo kung
hnda k na?
Dhl lht mrnong mgmhl
Pro d lht pnghbngbhy
Alam ko mahal mo ko
Pro
hanggang kelan?

* Patrick
I knw its late
Bt I cnt sleep
W/o letting u knw how much I care
U maybe fast asleep ryt now
& probably read ds 2morow
jst wnt 2 let u knw dat..
I kissed u gudnyt..

* Rain
B fair 2 urself
Dnt cry 4 sum1 who dsnt deserve ur tears
Ders no use holding on 2 sum1
Who has been hurting u.
Dnt love 2 much,
Learned 2 kip a little 4 urself.

2005-01-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

Kararating ko lang ng bahay.. Hay, namiss ko ‘tong ganito na umuuwi ako ng maaga. Palagi na kasi akong ginagabi ng uwi. Ang dami kasing kailangang gawin (thesis, sportsfest, CCS Week). Actually, kagabi nung matutulog na ako, ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Parang gusto kong umiyak sa pagod at sobrang dami ng iniisip. Grabe, iba talaga yung pakiramdam ko last night. Gusting-gusto ko na ngang matulog dahil gusto ko ring bumawi ng tulog tapos un, d ako mapakali.. kahit na ayoko ng mag-isip pa, d ko pa ring maiwasan.

Tinext ko bestfriend ko (Erron) last night dahil syempre, gusto kong may makausap para man lang kahit papano makalimutan ko yung mga iniisip ko. Wala lang, nangamusta lang. Tagal na rin naming kasing d nagkakausap. I was just happy knowing na kahit na d na kami nakakapagkwentuhan, I know, he’s still there for me.. Namimiss ko na talaga sila.. how I wish na 1 day, magkasama-sama ulit kami..gaya ng dati.. Si Sheila, Erron, Ely, at ako.. Tagal na rin naming d nakukumpleto. Cguro d last tym na kumpleto kaming 4 is nung bday ko. Tagal na rin nun.. Busy na rin kasi kaming lahat. Anyway, sana namimiss din nila ako..

2005-01-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Happy 3 Years and 9 Months Anniversary Mahal!

Happy New Year!

2004-12-31T17:33:00.000+08:00

Golden Web Awards

2004-12-26T14:02:00.000+08:00

Nagbukas ako ng email kanina expecting a message from my tito who's on Iraq. D ko inaasahan tong mail na ito from the Golden Web Awards.

Official Results for TwinkleDream Regarding the "2003-2004 Golden Web Awards"

*.*.*.*.*.* YOUR RESULTS *.*.*.*.*.*.*

Congratulations! TwinkleDream has been reviewed and chosen to bear the 2003-2004 Golden Web Award. If this section has been checked, you will find the address below where you may pick up your award. Note: As a recipient of the prestigious Golden Web Award, we invite you to join your fellow webmasters and designers in over "145" countries worldwide, by becoming a respected Professional Member of the International Association of Web Masters & Designers:

Wow! Na-shock ako! As in d ko talaga ine-expect ito! Nawala tuloy yung pagod ko! (",) Gandang gift for me this Christmas..

And speaking of Christmas, okay naman yung Christmas ko. Nagpunta kami ng boyfriend ko sa SM Southmall. Pagdating don kumain muna kami sa Burger King kung saan the best ang burgers then nag-stroll sa mall. Naghanap din kami ng ring namin kasi yung ring nya nawala kaso lang wala namang magandang singsing so we both decided na sa 4th year anniversary na lang namin kami bibili. After nun, kain ulit kami sa Greenwich then uwi na kami. Masaya yung Christmas ko kasi kasama ko sya pero ewan ko ba..para kasing may kulang. Nami-miss ko na talaga yung mga bestfriends ko. (Sana nami-miss din nila ako..) Naku, lagot ako pag nabasa nya to. Magtatampo sigurado sakin yon at sasabihin na "Hindi pa ba ako sapat para makumpleto yung Christmas mo.." Ganyan ka-drama bf ko! Pero mahal na mahal ko yon! (",)

That's all for now..Mwah!

1 day to go b4 Christmas

2004-12-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

1 day to go before Jesus big birthday bash!

Nakakainis! D ako nakapanood ng Lovers in Paris. Feeling ko tuloy kulang na ang buhay ko. Joke lang! Pero iba pala tlaga kapag yung sinusubaybayan mo gabi-gabi eh d ka nakapanood. Grabe kasi ang dami ng tao sa SM. Mahilig talaga tayo sa last minute Christmas shopping! And speaking of Christmas shopping, up to now, wala pa rin akong gift sa mga loved ones ko. I think first time lang itong nangyari kasi every year I make it a point na magbigay sa mga mahal ko. Hay, ano na ba ‘tong nangyayari sa akin. Sobra lang talaga siguro akong busy..dami kailangan gawin..daming iniisip at the same time.

This Christmas vacation, dami kong kailangan gawin. Priority ko pa yung thesis namin. Sa January na ung presentation ng 30% ng software namin and dapat before the month of February ends, tapos na ung thesis namin. That means, this Christmas break, bestfriend ko ang PC ko. Sya ung makakasama ko most of the time! Anyway, wla naman akong karapatan magreklamo dahil in the first place, pinili kong maging ComSci student.

Antok na ako.. Got to go.. Mwah!

Are you a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime?

2004-12-10T13:42:00.000+08:00

Pay attention to what you read. After you read this, you will know the reason it was sent to you! People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

REASON:

When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an
end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

SEASON:

When people come into your life for a SEASON it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME:

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life. Stop here and just SMILE. Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. And dance like no one is watching.

How will u know if ur BF loves u?!

2004-12-06T15:02:00.000+08:00

1. proud sya sau, khit kasama nya tropa nya "sweety"/ "love" /"baby" pa rin ang tawag nya sayo.

2. gsto mong subukan?
halimbawa: may lakad sila ng barkada nya, magyaya ka ng date.. kung ikaw ang pinili
nya, YEHEY! love ka nun.

3. KAHIT SANG LUPALOP SYA NG MUNDO NEVER NYANG IOOF ANG CELLPHON NYA KASI BAKA TUMAWAG KA AT MAG ALALA.. BONUS: mag iiloveu sha khit may makarinig pang ibang tao.

4. kahit wlang gift, alam nyang anniversary nyo.

5. sa sobrang pag seselos nya, binabasa nya ang mga text msgs mo.. mas matanong mas makulit. mas mahal ka nun!

6. imbis na proud sya kxe maganda ka, gsto ka pa nyang pumanget to the point na sha na lang ang titingin syo!

7. ikaw lang ang may karapatang pumuyat sa kanya.

8. wag mo lang syang pansinin ng onte, nag dududa na, "MAY PROBLEMA BA?" tampo..
tampo..

9. punta sya sa bahay mo khit alam mong nahihiya sya sa parents mo..

10. kasama mo syang mag shopping ng damit, bsta pili mo.. un ang isusuot nya kse maganda sa paningin mo..

11. khit yosi boy sya, never syang papahuli kse ayaw mo ng smoker.

12. mumurahin nya sa msg/text kung cno man ung "secret admirer" mo .. kapag di pa
sya kuntento mag papakilala pa shang "SIYA" ang bf mo..

13. AWAY NA NAMAN???! kung gsto mong matapos.. umiyak ka lang at sya na ung
magso-sorry..

14. lahat ng lutuin mo khit alam mong palpak VERY GOOD para s knya..hehe.

15. nagtatanong sya tungkol sa future plans "mo" inaalam nya kung kasama "siya" dun.

16. lahat ng ikwento mo sknya khit hindi sya interesado.. natatandaan nya.

17. palagi nyang sinisinghot ung buhok mo.

18. he kisses with eyes shut..pero minsan sinisilip nya ng palihim ung itsura mo.

19. bagsakan mo ng phone.tatawag uli un!

20. picture mo LANG ang nsa wallet nya.

21. hindi sya mahihiyang umiyak para saiyo....

It is better to tie in a person who really care and love you... or let me just say who CANNOT live a life without you...than a person who you love but
CAN live his life without you.

Cutie Cute Cute

2004-12-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

2004-12-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

I am Girl Next Door
Click on the picture below to read more:

Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

Kaya mo ba?

2004-11-27T01:43:00.000+08:00

*Mabuhay ng walang kasama?
-- I don’t think so.. Nasanay ako na palaging may kasama eh..

*Kalimutan ang kasalanan sa iyo ng isang
taong isinumpa mo na di mo kailanman
patatawarin?
-- Oo naman.. Mapagpatawad naman ako eh basta sincere lang ung tao

*Mabuhay nang simple at payak?
-- Oo naman.. Actually, I’m living a simple life right now..

*Tumawa o ngumiti sa harap ng taong kinamumuhian mo?
-- Teka, mahirap yata yon.. Pero kaya naman siguro.. pag gusto kong mang-asar! (“,)

* Sagutan ang mga katanungang narito nang
pawing katotohanan?
-- I do!

*Kaya mo bang...Matulog sa kalye?
-- Hindi siguro..

*Bumiyahe sa isang lugar na di mo pa
napuntahan?(mag-isa)
-- Depende na lang kung may map! (“,) Baka kasi d na ako makauwi..

*Mag-Bungee Jump?
-- D ko kaya.. Takot ako sa heights!

*Tiisin ang gutom at di kumain sa loob ng
24hrs?
-- D noh! Madali akong magutom eh..

*Kumain ng Sashimi? (Hilaw na Isda)
-- Kaya.. pero ayoko!

* Pumasok sa school na pamasahe lang
ang dala?
-- Hindi.. wala akong pangkain.. magugutom ako!

*Magbaon ng sandwich or lunch sa school/office?
-- Oo naman!

* Kaya Magbenta ng Isaw sa kalye?
-- Oo naman! Kaso dapat may bantay ako kasi baka maubos ko! (“,)

*Tumulong sa taong di mo kilala na
nangangailangan ng tulong pinansyal?
-- Oo..

*Maglakad pauwi dahil walang pamasahe? ::
-- Galing skul? D noh! Sobrang layo..

*Kumain ng walang ulam?
-- Hindi po..

*Abutin ang iyong mga pangarap sa landas na
iyong tinatahak sa ngayon?
-- Syempre naman.. KAYA KO!

*Kaya mo bang tiisin ang sakit habang
nagyayakapan ang mahal mo at ang mahal
nia? ::
-- Hmmm.. pag-iisipan ko pa kung makakaya ko..

2004-11-27T01:38:00.000+08:00

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way

You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to

Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets

No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

2004-11-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

AnG PaGmaMahaL duMadaTinG sa TaManG oRas At TamaNg paGkaKataOn..MinsaN SiniSiSi Pa NatiN anG saRiLi NaTin KuNg BaKiT NgaYon Mo LaNg NaLamaNg MahaL Mo Sya..KunG aLam Mo LaNg..NgaYon Mo LanG Yon NaLaMan Kasi EtO YunG TiNataWag Na "RyT TyM"..SoMe ThiNk Of LoVe As PasT TimE..FLinG At TrIp LaNg..YunG MaHaL Nya NgayOn BuKas HiNdi Na,BoYfriENd Nya NgaYon Pero TaNggaP Nya Na IsaNg aRaw TaTawaGin Nya din Yung "EX".. MataGal Nga,inaAboT pa Ng taOn pErO ILaNg taoN?? 1? 2? 3? Tapos PaG nagKakaSawaAn na Sa MUkHa NagAAyaWaN Na At MaY iBa NamaN Na NagTataGal LanG ng TaoN daHiL naNghihiNayaNg sa PinagsamaHan??! BaTa Pa MasYado aNg ganoN magmahaL.. MaY iBa NaMaN Na MasYadOng SeryoSo At SenSiTiBo Pag DatIng Sa baGay Na yAn..YuNg TipO Ng TaoNg haNdaNg iRisK aNg laHat..MagBigaY..MagParaYa..PaRa LaNg DoN sa TaoNg maHaL Nya..MerOn PaNg Iba Dyan Na PiniPigiLaN YunG naRaRaNdaMaN Nya KasI HigH ScHoOL PaLaNg O Di Kaya TeEn AgER PaLaNg,GuSto Nya KasIng MaGiNg siLa NuNg taOng Yon Sa paNahoNg seyosoHan Na..YunG SiGuraDo Na Sya Na Yung TaoNg Yon Nga ang GuSto Nya makaSama PaNghaBanG BuhaY..KumBaga "RyT TyM"..ThErE WaS This QuOTaTioN SaYinG: "i dont care how many lips u'vE kisd, i dont care how many women u've embraced, i dont care how many ladies hear u say u love dem, ol i care is d future..not to be u'r first but to be u'r last".. MaSaRap MagmaHaL Sa TaOng MahAL ka Din..YunG feELiNg Nyo SouL maTe Kayo..Kaya Kung paRa Sayo Talaga Yon..iLaNg taOn Man KayoNg Di MagKita..iLanG TaO maN anG MahaLin Nya..GaaNo maN sya KalaYo O MaraMi MaNg HadLanG.. MagKiKita PaRiN KaYo KuNg taLagaNg paRa Kayo Sa Isa't isa.. HinDi HinahaNap Yan..KusaNg dumadating sa "RYT TYM"..

What would you do?

2004-11-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow andyou never got to tell them how you felt?(even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

Have you ever..

2004-11-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them..when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips, you miss them?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head..to no more than living size when they are brought out..Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...but if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.
Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for your best-friend in the entire world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else?
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid..afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie.... the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever...
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, orSaying nothing and wishing you had?I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do,they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?We tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think,afraid of what will be found out about us.But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

I Need You...

2004-11-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

Someone special to me is in deep depression right now. Gusto ko syang tulungan and I swear I’ll do anything just to help him.. juz to see him happy again.. away from all the pain he’s been going through right now..

I Need You these are the words I kept hearing from him last night. Need me? For what??

I need you to help me forget about her..

I really don’t know what to say. D ko alam kung ano ba dapat ang maramdaman ko..matutuwa ba ako o masasaktan..

Gusto ko syang tulungan, that’s for sure pero d ko alam kung tama bang isipin ko na.. Cge, ok lang, d mo naman siguro ako ginagamit..

3 questions

2004-09-18T09:06:00.000+08:00

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

Ask me in the comment section. I'll answer your questions there too.

Thanks! Have a nice day!

In love with a Virgo

2004-09-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

Are You In Love with a Virgo? August 23 - Sept 21

If you love a Virgo, give him or her attention to detail. Some -- but not all. Virgos are neatniks and cannot stand living in a mess. Others need for you to acknowledge their ideas or accomplishments. But all will be fussy about something, and you will keep this one happy by discovering wherein lies the pet peeve and steering clear of it. It is best if you realize that this individual has a real need for order in some aspect of his or her life. This person can be counted upon to be consistent in a particular area for you, and feels cheated if the favor is not returned. Because a Virgo is able to see the potential perfection in everything, don't be offended if little comments arise about getting the lint off your sweater or re-working your rXum? He (she) just wants you to look your best and is happy to help you do so. Remember, too, that this person sees life largely through an intellectual window. He or she can always be reasoned with but may have a hard time dealing with displays of emotion. This doesn't mean that your feelings aren't important; it just indicates that you may need to explain them rather than expect this honey to intuitively understand. A Virgo lover likes to know and follow certain ground rules so you probably should spend some time discussing his or her expectations as well as your own at the beginning of this relationship. As long as you keep the lines of communication open, this should ward off any potential misunderstandings in the future. You won't, however, find a more loyal mate anywhere. This is one honey who keeps all of his(her) loving for you alone and expects you to do the same. Fresh sheets and clean skin turn this person on more than fancy perfumes or sexy underwear, too. Respect for this one's person and belongings keep him or her right by your side.

Thanks Ryan!

2004-09-07T10:17:00.000+08:00

Thanks Ryan 4 d kitkat!!

The Dark Side of My Sign - Taurus

2004-09-03T10:44:00.000+08:00

Taurus (Apr 21 - May 20)

You are stubborn and like to hold onto things, not wanting to let Go of anything or anyone. You are slow to anger, but when you do get worked up to a rage - everyone step aside! You also have a selfish streak and can be quite sneaky as well. And although people may see you as helpful and agreeable, you sometimes have an inner struggle wanting the approval of others while sticking to your own opinions. You also tend to be suspicious of others and question their motives.

Advice:

Stop being mean and try to be nice. Learn to forgive and let go of your past disappointments. Learn from your mistakes and have faith in yourself and others as well.

Midterm Exams na!

2004-09-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

First day ng midterm exam. Katatapos lang ng exam ko sa Automata and Language Theory : ( Hay, kainis talaga kasi madali lang sana yung exam kaso kulang talaga sa time! But I must admit..nalito talaga ako sa mga given! Nanghinayang tuloy ako..sayang talaga! I can't blame anyone but myself..d rin kasi ako masyadong nag-aral : (

Anyway, lumabas ako kanina to buy something to eat. Sa di inaasahang pagkakataon..nakakita ako ng Pillows (Oishi)!! So kahit na inuubo pa rin ako, bumili talaga ako! (3 pa!) Tigas talaga ng ulo ko noh! Eh kasi ba naman, 4 days na yata akong di nakakakain non. Naghahanap ako sa iba't ibang supermarket kaso laging out of stock. All I can say is I'm addicted to it! Sobra! (",)

Tomorrow, continuation ng midterm exams. Buti na lang exempted ako sa 2 subjects. So bukas, wala akong exam. Kaso lang di pa rin ako makakapagpahinga kasi gagawin ko yung Chapter 3 ng thesis namin. Kailangan makapagpacheck na kami tomorrow para kung may correction maaayos na namin agad. So, magii-start na ako sa paggawa..bye!

The Reality of Love

2004-09-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

LOVE is created not by WORDS, but by FEELINGS. Not by MINDS, but by HEARTS. It is expressed in DEEDS than in WORDS.

LOVE is always OPEN ARMS. If you CLOSE your arms about LOVE you will find that YOU are LEFT holding only YOURSELF.

To LET GO is not to DENY, but to ACCEPT. It is not to REGRET the past but to GROW and LIVE for the FUTURE. To let go is to FEAR less..and to LOVE MORE.

Most relationship FALL not because of the absence of love. LOve is always PRESENT, its just ONE loves to MUCH and the other loves TOO LITTLE.

If u love someone, DONT LET HIM GO, dont believe that letting go is the best way, instead FIGHT for your LOVE.. its better to LOOSE ur PRIDE to someone u LOVE than to LOOSE ur LOVE because of your PRIDE.

Love Doesn't Need A Reason

2004-09-02T13:26:00.000+08:00

WHY DO YOU LOVE ME?

Lady: Why do you like me? Why do you love me? Man: I can't tell the reason? but I really like you..
Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man: Ok. ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements?

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became a vegetable. The Guy then placed a letter by her side and here is the content:

Dearest, Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you? Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you... If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Do love need reason? No! Therefore, I still love you... And love doesn?t need a reason.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way than this...

"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me; there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever. -Ally McBeal

Nawalang minamahal

2004-08-31T11:08:00.000+08:00

Ang isang minamahal pag nawala hindi dapat iyakan dahil kawalan mo ay mas kawalan niya. pero wag kang aasa kasi... hindi lahat ng umaalis o nang-iiwan bumabalik...

Hand Holding

2004-08-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

Hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly.

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Something to put in mind

2004-08-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

In love, never put yourself in a situation where you are not sure where you stand in a persons life. Never assume, never expect, so that if they choose to drop you, you have enough strength to move on.

45 Reasons in a break-up

2004-08-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

Here are 45 Reasons in a break-up...

1. "I just realized, I don't want to be attached."
2. "I'm confused and I need some time out to find myself!!!"
3. "Maybe this is not the right time for us."
4. "Di kita maalagaan ng tulad ng ineexpect mo. You deserve someone better. That's not me."
5. "Lasing lang ako kagabi. Sorry."
6. "We are too different from each other."
7. "We have to meet other people to see what it's like to be with someone else. I'm giving you that choice. if you come back to me, we'll both be better from having chosen freely."
8. "Someday, hahanapin kita, when we're both ready. When we don't care about the odds. Kung tayo talaga, tayo rin in the end, di ba?"
9. "I really think that we should break up." "Why?" "Because I don't know if I still love you."
10. "I just realized I haven't had time to walk my dog..."
11. "It's not you, it's me...
12. "Talagang kapatid/kaibigan lang ang turing ko sa'yo, e. Let's keep it that way."
13. "we are not growing anymore."
14. "I don't have feelings for you anymore."
15. "i need space..."
16. "Mahahanap mo rin ang para sa iyo. Good luck na lang."
17. "We don't fit in together."
18. "sorry kisses, di ka gusto ng mama ko"
19. "Sorry, I just realized mas gusto ko sa lalake "
20. "let's call it QUITS! "
21. "Pupunta na ako sa America and I won't come back. Don't follow me there, please."
22. " Na Realize ko mahal ko pa pala Ex ko "
23. " Masyado kang Bata "
24. " Kung talagang tayo kahit saang sulok ng mundo magtatagpo tayo"
25. "it was not meant to be ... so honey i am setting you free to look for your destiny"
26. "our time together was beautiful ... but i realized that there are still things i like to discover so ..."
27. "you are too immature for me..."
28. "It seems that we are not compatible with each other."
29. "Tama na. Ayoko na. "
30. " i've decided to move on with my life... "
31. "DI NA KITA MAHAL?"
32. "i think this would be better for both of us... just take care of yourself always..."
33."hindi na kita mahal, pwede wag mo na kasi ako mahalin?,,"
34. "pwede wag ka nang nagdradrama jan..tapos na eh..ako,over nako sayo..kaya pwede tama na iyak mo jan..o sya na padating na nililigawan ko..
35. "you're too damn good for me..."
36. "we had the right love at the wrong time..."
37. "friends naman tayo di ba?"
38. "kung wala kang pambigay ng load... kalimutan na din tayo! hehe"
39. "im entering the convent..."
40. "noon akala ko kaya kitang mahalin... ngayon, nalaman kong HANGGANG AKALA LANG PALA TALAGA. pasencya kna..."
41. "wla ka na maririnig sken,,pabayaan m nko.."
42. "happy hunting!"
43. "pgod nko,,give me a break.,"
44. "i think its goin no where,,so we better stop this now!"
45. "i think it's for ur own good...it is hard for me...yet i have to do it...bye..."

Did you know?

2004-08-10T10:17:00.000+08:00

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know that if y ou ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

Deeply Hurt

2004-08-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

Last night, nag-away kami ng bf ko. He told me na hindi ko daw dapat pinakikialaman yung mga decisions nya. Hindi ko rin daw dapat alamin pa yung oras ng pag-alis at pag-uwi nya. Nasaktan ako..sobrang nasaktan. Wala na ba akong karapatan sa mga bagay na yon? D man lang ba nya iniisip na may gf sya na nag-aalala sa kanya? He even told me na yun na lang nga daw ang TANGI NYANG KALIGAYAN! Im talking about Ragnrarok. I really don’t understand it. In the first place, d ko sya pinagbabawalang maglaro ng Ragnarok. Ang ayoko lang, gabihin sya sa pag-uwi like what happened last week. D man lang ba nya isipin na nag-aalala ako? Kung kumain na ba sya or kung safe ba sya kung san man sya naroon?

Pinipilit ko naman syang intindihin eh. Nahihirapan lang talaga ako dahil hindi ko alam kung ano yung problema nya, yung nararamdaman nya, yung pinagdadaanan nya. Gusto ko syang damayan. Ayokong harapin nyang mag-isa yung problema nya. And what really hurts is the fact na wala na syang tiwala sa skin when it comes to his problems. Alam ko kasalanan ko dahil there was a time na nagka-problema sya and gumawa ako ng move thinking that I could probably help. Yun pala, hindi. Tumatak na raw sa isip nya yung ginawa ko at hindi ko sya masisisi about that. Inaamin ko yung kasalanan ko. Akala ko kasi makakatulong ako. Tama sya, mahirap kasi sa akin PURO NA LANG AKO AKALA…

Right now, Im still hurt..deeply hurt. I really dont know how to make our relationship work. I think he deserves someone much better that me. Someone na hindi sya sasaktan; someone na maipagkakatiwala nya yung mga problema nya. Di na siguro ako magugulat if one day, iwanan na lang nya ako. Ganun naman palagi nangyayari eh. Lagi akong iniiwanan ng taong mahal ko. Am I not worthy to be love?

Another tiring day..

2004-07-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

Just got home from school...Grabe traffic! At around 5:00 ako umalis sa school at sa sobrang traffic ngayon lang ako nakarating. Bad trip nga kasi traffic na nga, sira pa yung aircon ng sinakyan naming FX then sinabayan pa ng gutom ko...What a day! Lagi na nga akong ginagabi sa pag-uwi eh. Pero ok lang kasi ginusto ko rin namang mapabilang sa council so that means kailangan ko talagang mag-sacrifice. Kanina, nag-meeting kami 'bout the plans for this semester. Up to now, di pa rin nga ako marunong gumamit nung ledger na binili ko. Didiskartehan ko na lang (",)

Kanina pagdating ko sa school, ewan ko ba kung bakit wala ako sa tamang mood. Para ngang ang weird ko kasi wala talaga akong gustong pansinin sa mga kaibigan ko (sama ko noh!) Ewan ko ba.. Sabi nga ni Ryan, "tulig" daw ako ngayon. Actually, d ko alam ibig sabihin non but I know it's something to do with my mood. After naman nung second class ko kanina, balik normal na ako! Then habang nagdi-discuss naman yung prof namin sa Software Research, bigla akong napaisip kung babalik ba kami dun sa dati naming topic which is Hairstyle Viewer or stick to our second topic which is File Encryption (using second level language). Nahihirapan kasi kaming maghanap ng related literature and studies for File Encryption. Sa Hairstyle Viewer naman, aside from the fact na existing na sya sa library namin, marami din kaming makukuhang sources sa library ng Adamson University. We have to come up with our decision now para alam namin kung pupunta pa ba kaming National Library tomorrow. As of this writing, medyo naguguluhan pa rin ako. I just hope na sana maliwanagan na ako before the day ends...

Rules for surviving the game of love

2004-07-29T13:06:00.000+08:00

Do not fall in love every time you fall in bed.
...Learn to detach emotionally.
Sex does not equal commitment.
Do not revolve your entire life around him/her.
...Addiction is bad for your health!
Do not cling, act needy or demand.
...Doormats are for your feet, not your heart.
It's OK to say NO!
Stop talking so much. NEVER reveal everything.
Do not grill them or their friends for information.
Master the art of LISTENING.
Treat him/her as you would your best friend.
Friendship creates long term love and comes before sex.
FORGET about fixing your partner. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
Your choice of partner is a reflection of who you are and who you are not!
NEVER read their journal or go through their paperwork.
...If you have no trust, you have no relationship.
Allow space and freedom between you.
DO NOT always be available.
Calling frequently is a turn off and signals insecurity, neediness
and control.
Open your eyes to lies and cheating, OR... close them,justify the bad behavior, and live with the consequences
Little or no eye contact? Start walking. They won'teven notice your gone.
Anyone preoccupied with their physical appearance and dress, usually have very little or nothing to offer from within.
...Look beyond the physical!
Never compromise your values.
If you OVER give, you will lose your lover and hisrespect.
DO NOT LOSE YOUR IDENTITY.
December/May relationships are great. However, seasons changeand the
May lover will sooner or later, hear the call of Spring.
If someone REALLY wants to be with you, they will be.
Sleeping with a married man? Don't count on him divorcing anytime soon.
State your personal rules in the very beginning or expect them to be broken.
If they ask to be just friends, be just that and look elsewhere for a love partner.
If someone wants to really be with you, they will. If they keep giving reasons for not calling or say they are extremely busy, GET THE HINT, leave them alone.
Don't ever give up your friends for him/her.

Bloginality

2004-07-26T13:17:00.000+08:00

My Bloginality is ISFJ!!!

You are an ISFJ!

As an ISFJ, you are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Judging.This makes your primary focus on Introverted Sensing with Extraverted Feeling.
This is defined as a SJ personality, which is part of Carl Jung's Guardian (Security Seeking) type, and more specifically the Protectors or Nurturer.
In blogging, your journal will always be immaculate and have a touch of style. You may also feel overwhelmed because you want to be a part of everything going on. Because of your wonderful memory, other bloggers may come to you to ask about things you posted months before.

Habang May Buhay

2004-07-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

Maraming pagbabago ang naganap sa aking buhay ng dumating ka. Noon, hinangad ko lang na maging kaibigan ka ngunit sadyang mabait ang kapalaran, higit pa sa aking hinangad ang ibinigay nya, higit pa sa isang kaibigan ang naging relasyon natin. Minahal kita at minahal mo ako sa kabila ng katotohanang ako ay may sakit na Leukemia. Bagamat alam mo ang aking karamdaman ay hindi ito naging balakid sa ating pagmamahalan. Masaya at buong tapang nating nilabanan ang aking sakit, hindi ko iniinda ang sakit na aking nararamdaman basta't alam kong na ikaw ay nasa aking tabi. Ngunit hindi natin mababago ang katotohanan na ako ay kailangan ng magpaalam. Nagpapasalamat ako sa iyo mahal sapagkat ginawa mong makabuluhan ang maikli ngunit masayang pananatili ko dito sa mundo. Sa maikling panahon na kasama kita, ipinaramdam mo sa akin na napakasarap mabuhay at magmahal.

Ang iyong mga ngiti, haplos, yakap at pagmamahal pati ang lahat ng alaala mo ang tanging baon ko sa aking paroroonan, at kung bibigyan pa ako ng isa pang pagkakataon na mabuhay muli, ikaw pa rin ang hahanapin at habang buhay na mamahalin.

Salamat sa magagandang alaala na ipababaon mo sa akin, ang tanging maiiwan ko lamang sa'yo ay ang salitang MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA, hindi lamang HABANG MAY BUHAY maging hanggang sa KABILANG BUHAY...

This letter was really touching.. Based from the movie A Walk To Remember..

Confused

2004-07-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share this letter to you. Got this from one of the forums...

Friend,
Nagkausap kami last night. Kala ko tuluyan na nya akong nakalimutan. I was really happy upon hearing his voice. Ang dami kong naalala... Kung pano nya ako pinapatawa nung kami pa; kung pano nya ako pinasaya nung nalaman ko na iniisip pala nya ako sa mga gagawin nya gaya na lang nung sinabi nya sakin na "Kanina habang nagda-drive ako, may kotseng singit talaga ng singit. D ko na lang pinatulan dahil naisip kita"; kung pano nya ako inalagaan; kung pano nya pinararamdam sakin na mahal nya talaga ako. Nakakatuwa dahil after 4 years, andyan pa rin sya for me. There was a time pa nga we were talking to each other, and I told him na mahal ko pa rin sya. I know its wrong for me to say that. Pero nagpapakatotoo lang ako sa nararamdaman ko for him. Sabi nya sakin, mahal pa rin daw nya ako. That time, naramdaman ko yon. But I must admit it, hindi sa lahat ng panahon nararamdaman ko na mahal nya ako. May mga pagkakataon na naguguluhan ako kung mahal ba nya talaga ako o nasabi nya lang yun just to make me feel better. D ko talaga alam friend kung ano ba talaga yung nararamdaman nya para sakin...yung totoong nararamdaman nya..

Mahirap pala talagang magmahal noh! Lalo sa taong d ka nakakasiguro kung mahal ka ba talaga. Minsan tuloy kailangan mo na lang isipin na mahal ka nya talaga whether its true or not para lang maging masaya ka. Kaso hindi dapat palaging ganon kasi mahirap din umasa. Hay, pag-ibig nga naman!

Blogging Personality

2004-07-25T08:33:00.000+08:00

I took the Blogging Personality Quiz at About Web logs and I am...

The Daily Grinder
I love blogging because it's like therapy. I can write about anything and everything that happens to me - from the food I ate to what I was doing when I heard the latest 'breaking news'. Being able to communicate with my friends (online and/or real life) through my blog is important to me.

Thank God its Friday!

2004-07-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

Thank God its Friday!! Makakatulog na naman ako ng maayos without having a hard time waking up at 4:30 in the morning. Anyway, kanina nagkaron kami ng meeting (CCS Student Council). The first thing we do? Ayusin yung conflict between the Kalayaan and the Independiente Party. Nagkaron kasi ng conflict before pa nung election. I don't wanna talk about the issues involved here. What I want is to resolve the conflict para naman maging maayos yung samahan namin sa council. So sabi ko sa president namin na kakausapin ko na lang yung other party involved para malaman din namin yung side nila. After talking to Clyde (from the Kalayaan and now our 1st Vice President), nalaman ko yung side nya at naintindihan ko naman sya. Then kanina, sa meeting, we try to resolve na yung confict. D ko sure kung tapos na nga pero hopefully okey na.

Ito nga pala yung schedule namin (Student Council) for next week:

July 26 - At exactly 9:45 am there will be an assembly for the rehearsal of the Induction of Officers at the JPL Auditorium
July 27 - At 11:30 am, lunch at the Le Cafe of the Council President, Organization President and Advisers. (Ang daya nga kasi d kami kasama! Sarap pa naman ng food sa Le Cafe..) At 1:00 pm Assembly time for the Induction of Officers at the JPL Auditorium.
July 28 - Council Meeting with Mr. Yap and with the new Council Adviser. Platforms and activities for the 1st semester will be discussed.
July 29 - Council and Lycos Officers Meeting

Oh my God, ngayon ko lang na-realize, hectic pala sked ko for next week. Then kailangan pa naming gumawa ng Chapter 2 ng Thesis namin. Good thing, katatapos lang ng prelim exams.. At least nakabawas ng pagod at iisipin.

I'm addicted to blogging na yata. D na nga ako nagloload sa cellphone ko para makaipon lang ng internet card. Natutuwa kasi ako eh lalo na kapag may nagko-comment and yung nagsusulat sa tagboard. Sana madami akong ma-meet na friends here... Thanks nga pala sa lahat ng bumibisita sa blog ko! I really appreciate it! THANKS A LOT!

Prank Caller

2004-07-21T17:14:00.000+08:00

May nakalimutan akong ikuwento about what happened last Friday (July 16). Habang nasa sala kami ni Lito, nag-ring yung phone..para sakin, Mark daw. Syempre napaisip ako kung sinong Mark yon. Probably, si Mark na classmate ko sa Lyceum. Hindi pala! Boses bata pa e....

K: Hello, sino 'to?
M: Hi! musta ka na? C Mark Fernandez 'to, classmate mo nung highschool sa Lycee.
K: Classmate ko ng highschool? Anong year?
M: 1st yr. Db classmate pa nga natin si Jocelyn Pacheco?
K: Classmate ko nga sya nung 1st yr. pero wala akong kilalang Mark na naging classmate ko. (D pa naman siguro ako siguro masyadong makakalimutin noh!)
K: San mo nakuha number ko?
M: Tinandaan ko lang. Syempre d ko makakalimutan yun noh kasi mahal kita! May boyfriend ka na ba?
K: Oo bakit?
M: Hindi ako naniniwala. Nakita kita wala ka namang boyfriend eh.
K: Meron na nga..Sige na, may ginagawa pa kasi ako...

Actually, ayaw pa nyang ibaba yung phone but I insist. Masama na rin kasi tingin sakin ni Lito. And besides, he's a PRANK CALLER! The last words he told me pa nga is..."Makikita rin kita!". Tama ba yun? Kala ko ba classmate ko sya nung highschool...

Then Sunday came. Nagkausap kami ng bestfriend ko, si Sheila. Nagkuwento sya about lovelife (our fave topic!) Then nung malapit na nyang ibaba yung phone, may nabanggit sya 'bout a prank caller. Sabi ko sa kanya ako din meron! Yun pala, the same guy...MARK FERNANDEZ! Parehas pa ng sinabi sa amin. Napagalaman ko na cousin pala yon ni Pacheco. Then night came, tumawag sya ulit (si Mark)...

M: Hi! namiss kita..
K: Pwede ba, tigilan mo na ako.

Then he hang up the phone. I don't wanna be rude to him kaso d na talaga sya nakakatuwa eh. Naikuwento ko nga yun sa mga sis ko and some college friends. Tumawa sila kasi d daw nila akalain na marunong akong magtaray. Yun lang. After that, d na ulit sya tumawag. Good thing!

Nag-start na nga pala yung prelim namin last Monday. First exam ko nung Monday is Automata ang Language Theory. Medyo kinabahan nga ako kasi 2 days akong d naka-attend ng class dahil nagcampaign kami. Buti na lang, may nagturo sa akin nung lesson...Thanks guys! Tuesday naman exam ko sa Computer System Architecture! D nga ako masyadong nakapag-review kasi inantok talaga ako. Buti na lang d agad nagsimula yung exam.. That's all for now! Update ko na lang kayo sa mga susunod kong exams and for the result... Take care!

I'm so tired...

2004-07-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

Ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagsulat dito. This past few days kasi eh naging SOBRANG busy ako. Monday and Tuesday, campaign period. Grabe pala, sobrang nakakapagod mag-campaign. Feeling ko nga nangayayat ako kasi ba naman morning kakain kami tapos tuloy-tuloy na kami sa room to room campaign hanggang hapon. D na tuloy ako nakakapag-lunch minsan. Then Wednesday, meeting de avance naman. Bale pangatlo kami (College of Computer Studies). 2pm na kami nagsimula. Grabe talaga yung kaba ko that time. First time kasi! Everything turns out fine kaso nga lang sobrang ginabi na ako umuwi and that makes Lito angry...Sabi nya sakin d man lang daw ako tumawag na gagabihin ako. Actually, nagtatampo rin ako sa kanya that time kasi d man lang sya nagmi-missed call sa cell ko. Kaya yun, d ko sya tinawagan. (Bad ko noh?) Feeling ko kasi, di man lang nya ako naaalala. (Yan ang drama ko...) Buti nga nagkaayos kami, un nga lang, the next day pa! Pero ok na yun kaysa naman hindi, right? Then comes Thursday and Friday...election day na! Muntikan pa nga kaming ma-disqualified ng sis ko kasi nung Thursday, nakasuot kami nung T-shirt na may logo ng party namin which is Independiente. Since first time kami, d naman namin alam na bawal pala yun. Buti na lang, d kami pinabayaan nung SecGen namin na si Wilfred. Sa totoo lang, very thankful ako to Wilfred and the rest of the Independiente party dahil nandon talaga yung support nila from the start hanggang sa matapos yung eleksyon. I'm really happy dahil hindi ako nagkamali ng party na sinalihan. Nandon kasi yung bonding kahit na magkakaiba kami ng college. Sabi pa nga sa amin ni Wilfred na kahit na anong mangyari, matalo man o manalo, magkakapamilya kami! Tapos Friday, bilangan na rin ng votes. Wrong timing nga kasi sumama yung pakiramdam ko. Kaya yun, d ako nakasama to witness yung canvassing ng ballots. Anyway, our president texted me and told me na nanalo nga daw ako. Syempre, ako naman very happy but at the same time medyo naisip ko yung another year of stress since may thesis ako. Pero come to think of it, d naman ako ilalagay ni Lord dito kung hindi ko kakayanin, right? Sana lang, hindi maapektuhan yung studies ko and magampanan ko sana yung duties and responsibilities ko. But I know, I can do it! Hopefully...

Thoughts to Ponder

2004-07-12T07:40:00.000+08:00

"A dream is a wish your heart makes." -Jiminy Cricket
Most relationship advice, including ours, puts a central focus on how to make your own personal dreams come true. But, if everyone is going around thinking how can I make "my" dreams come true, what happens to our partner's dreams? It seems to me that if we all spent even half the energy helping our partner get the relationship of their dreams, we'd all be happier for it. This weekend I invite you find out what it is that your partner desires from a dream relationship and endeavor to help do your part in creating it.

From Lovingyou.com

Campaign Period

2004-07-12T07:30:00.000+08:00

First day of campaign today...(I've got butterflies on my stomach) Kinakabahan tlaga ako dahil syempre first time ko.. D2 lang me computer shop. Wala pa kasi yung iba naming kasama. Un lang for now.. Good luck sa amin!

2004-07-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

Independiente Party (College of Computer Studies)

Election Calendar

2004-07-08T08:01:00.000+08:00

June 16 ~ Filing of COC
June 30 ~ Deadline of filing of COC
July 1-3 ~ Verification of Grades
July 5 ~ Announcement of Official Candidates
July 6-10 ~ Posting of Election Materials
July 12-13 ~ Room to Room Campaign
July 14 ~ Presidential Debate
July 15-16 ~ Student Election

Vote for Independiente Party!

Picture at Westin

2004-07-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

Picture taken at Westin Philippine Plaza during my friend's debut last June 7, 2004.

Knowing What's Best

2004-07-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

Got this one from I Kissed Dating Goodbye… Ganda kasi kaya ayon, kinopya ko and decided to publish it in my blog..

Knowing What's Best
In the past, the starting point of my relationships was what I wanted instead of what God wanted. I looked out for my needs and fit others into my agenda. Did I find fulfillment? No, I found only compromise and heartache. I not only hurt others, I also hurt myself, and most seriously, I sinned against God.
But when I changed my attitude and made pleasing God and blessing others my first priorities, I found true peace and joy. When I stopped seeing girls as potential girlfriends and started treating them as sisters in Christ, I discovered the richness of true friendship. When I stopped worrying about whom I was going to marry and began trusting God's timing, I uncovered the incredible potential of serving God as a single. And when I stopped flirting with temptation in one-on-one dating relationships and started pursuing righteousness, I uncovered the peace and power that come from purity. I kissed dating goodbye because I found out that God has something better to give.

I'm going to run..

2004-07-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

Kahapon, I submitted my certificate of candidacy for this year student council election. I'm running as auditor under the Independiente Party. Actually, d ko nga alam kung anong nakain ko at pumayag ako na tumakbo eh. Kasi dati pa nila ako pinapatakbo kaso ayaw ko talaga. Medyo nagsisisi nga ako dahil naisip ko, sana dati pa eh tumakbo na ako. Hay, ganon talaga...nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Ngayon nga eh nagdadalawang isip pa ako 'bout that but after na nakapagisip-isip ako eh I finally decided to run. Kanina, may meeting kami. Buti nga eh hindi na nila ako kinulit na tumakbong President (would you believe?) Kasi nung last meeting namin, ako yung ninonominate nila for that position o kaya daw 1st Vice-President. Grabe talaga, d ko ma-imagine...Well, kahit na anong gawin nila d talaga ako tatakbo for that position kasi ba naman feeling ko d ako karapat-dapat for that kasi syempre ngayon pa lang ako tatakbo tapos ganon agad yung magiging position ko! (Asa pa ako...) Anyway, lapit na campaign at habang papalapit na rin ang election eh lalo akong kinakabahan. What if matalo ako? Or kung manalo man, magampanan ko kaya yung duties and responsibilities as auditor? Hay, grabe na 'to! That's all for now...

Mahal nga ba o mahalaga lang...

2004-06-27T13:53:00.001+08:00

Minsan, hindi sapat na mahal mo ang isang tao at alam mo na mahalaga ka para sa kanya. Kasi bago ang lahat, dapat alam mo and pinagkaiba ng MAHAL sa MAHALAGA lang...

Painful Things

2004-06-26T14:27:00.000+08:00

01. flashing your smile to someone you don't
want to see
02. bringing back the feeling you've learned to
forget
03. showing that you care
04. finding a way to mend a broken heart
05. learning that you've been used by someone
you truly love
06. saying "i love you" when you mean it and
when you don't
07. letting go of a person you've just learned
to love
08. realizing that you love somebody you've just
taken for granted
09. realizing that you love the person you've
just broken up with
10. waiting for promises you know she or he'll
never keep
11. saying your love for someone who loves
somebody else
12. reminiscing the good times u shared together
13. shielding your heart to love somebody
14. trying to hide what you really feel
15. having a commitment w/ someone that you know
would not last
16. trying to hide the tears that voluntarily
fall from your eyes
17. sharing the one you love w/ someone else
18. loving a person too much
19. giving up someone you never thought of
giving up
20. falling in love for the first time
21. loving someone you haven't seen
22. having the right love at the wrong time
23. exerting effort to make the relationship
last or work
24. not being appreciated when you know you've
given your best
25. taking the risk to fall in love again
26. hiding your relationship from someone else
27. controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a
friend
28. choosing between two persons whom you really
love
29. finding out that you can never have the
person you just let go of
30. seeing the person you love with someone else
31. learning that the person who claimed to have
loved you so much never really cared
32. seeing the one you love fall for someone else
33. falling for your best friend and knowing
that things can never be the same again
34. learning to trust after you have been
betrayed
35. accepting that it was not meant to be
36. smiling when all you want to do is cry
37. falling and knowing that it can never be
38. not being able to love the person who truly
cares for you
39. saying that you can never love a person the
way he loves you
40. hearing that he can never love you the way
that you love him
41. saying that you are over someone you still
love
42. being friends again and learning to let go
of each other coz you both know it is better
that way
43. convincing oneself that you are not in love
when you know that you are
44. having to let go because you know that he
deserves someone else
45. trying not to remember how perfect
everything used to be

How Did you Know

2004-06-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

How Did You Know?

I remember so well
The day that you came
Into my life
You asked for my name
You have the most beautiful smile

My life started to change
I wake up each day feeling all right
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things
Will work out just fine

How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there was an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life
I never forget how you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you

How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there was an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life
I never forget how you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you